Being Enamored By Him

I hate you

It is easy to be in a relationship but it takes lots of guts to be committed to each other forever. It is not everybody's cup of tea. In the end, it is human Nature we all give up at a certain juncture of our lives and leave everything behind.

Naina's POV

It feels too comfy when you hug your teddy bear in sleep.

When I woke up, well not fully conscious enough to know that I noticed it wasn't my teddy bear that I was hugging too dearly it was indeed somebody else. But whatever it was I was feeling too lazy to notice with whom I was sleeping with. Seriously Naina! I groaned and opened my one eye to see who it was! I swear to God what I saw was beyond my imagination. Kabir was sleeping next to me peacefully! Was this all real or was I hallucinating Kabir again? I blinked my eyes again and again just to make sure it was Kabir who was caging me.

Umm, Yeah his hands were on my waist holding me close, head buried on my shoulders and his legs were on top of mine! I tried to get up from the bed but Kabirrr was not letting me! He stirred a bit but didn't wake up and then after struggling for a more few minutes I huffed and gulped a full Glass of water which instantly made me relaxed. Still, I have a bad headache, I was just holding my head with my hands when I realized what happened yesterday!

Kabir was there outside the bar. I fainted and Kabir brought me back here, not only that he took care of me. My eyes widened realizing what I had said to Kabir! I told him to not go and instead, I asked him to hold me. Oh my God, what have I done! From inside I was feeling soo overwhelmed that Kabir was here just for me but I don't know what I should do now...... my head was hurting badly I checked the clock it was only five in the morning so I decided to sleep again.

Last night was my first night in Canada when I slept so peacefully in the arms of the man I still love soo much. Also, I don't want to complicate things anymore so I did one thing that seemed plausible, I again got comfortable in bed and hugged Kabir again it felt so nice to be in his arms... It feels like I was back home and it feels so good to be back home again.

I just hope whatever is coming next in our lives doesn't make us fall apart again. I smiled thinking how handsome Kabir is, he has grown some beard and but the beautiful thing was he looking even better and not to forget much hot now. He is looking more mature and way too hot, with this thought I again drifted to sleep.......

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Kabir's POV

I stirred a bit but then I realized where I was and what happened yesterday..... I turned to look at Naina who was practically all over me and I couldn't help but smile. We both were sleeping in such a compromising position that I cannot help but smirk! I must have been gawking at her very intently that she suddenly opened her eyes and glared at me.

"Stop eye raping me Kabir" she huffed and I laughed reminiscing that she used these exact words on the next morning of our wedding night.

"I wasn't eye raping you, I was just staring at my beautiful and adorable wife who looks too cute while sleeping," I said surprised by the fact that she was acting way too normal.

"Ooh please" she pouted and I closed the distance between us. We were so close that her cheeks were red by now. It felt good knowing I could still make her blush just by doing nothing.

"Thank you" She whispered pulling me out of my dirty thoughts.

"For what?" I asked her feeling rather baffled.

"For taking care of me last night," She said and looked down as if she was ashamed.

Putting my fingers under her chin I made her look straight into my eyes. She looked a little nervous but anyhow she didn't say anything.

"I did nothing Naina. It was my duty to do that and FYI more than anything I am glad that I was there with you. There is nothing for which you should thank me. There is a rule in friendship no sorry no thank you." I said quoting Shahrukh Khan and she smiled. Naina really smiled more like grinning.

"Be original Kabir!" She said and laughed.

This is what was missing in my life. Her stupid death glares. The way she pouts like a five-year-old or the way she laughs for practically no reason. The way she giggles at my jokes. This is why I am here to get what was mine once and this time I will never ever let you go! Even if you want to.

"I missed you," I said bluntly to which she stopped laughing and stared at me blankly.

I mentally slapped myself for ruining the moment. It was so nice that for a moment everything was the way it was previously. I just couldn't stop those words and they were already spoken before I could stop them. For a moment she was staring at me blankly but then I saw that her eyes got watery and she came close to me. I swear my heart was beating too loudly that I was able to listen to my own heartbeats. The next thing she did startle me to an extent that I just don't have any idea whether that seriously happened or I just made that up in my mind.

Naina firstly looked straight into my eyes with an emotion that I cannot decipher then she kissed the corner of my mouth and hugged me.

For a moment I wasn't able to register what just happened but soon I realised that she indeed kissed me and hugged me willingly. She was not pushing me away infact maybe she was giving us one more chance.

"Naina" I tried to protest over why was she behaving like this all of a sudden we still have to talk a lot. Looks like she was not going to listen to me as she hugged me even tighter that our bodies were pressed together tightly like we are one.

"Shh Kabir. I know we need to talk but just for a minute can you please not say anything" she beseeched and this time I shut my mouth and hugged her properly.

"I missed you too Kabir. More than you could ever think" Naina said after a few minutes what felt like hours.

I relaxed knowing that it wasn't only me who was suffering but we both were in this equally. When Kia told me about Naina's whereabouts I was heartbroken knowing that this was all happening because of one stupid misunderstanding. Knowing that Naina missed me I wanted to say so many things to her but I didn't as right now I was at a loss of words also i don't want to say anything stupid just to ruin this wonderful moment between us which we were sharing after a long time.

"But you know what Kabir I hate you" Naina said after a pause and that made my whole world stop.

Naina hates me! I thought from the past almost one month since we were together maybe she realised it was not my mistake. I admit it was but partly. I never cheated on Naina I never can even think of it too.

"What?" I asked her and she was about to pull back but this time instead of letting her go i tightened my hold on her waist and hugged her more tightly.

"You can't do this again Naina. Look I admit I should have told you about her but Naina you also know that I love you. I am never going to let you go again Naina. So listen to me carefully Naina these last twenty days were like hell for me. Living my whole life without you is not going to happen. You were mine, you are MINE and you will be mine forever and this time neither I will leave you nor I will let you do anything stupid to us as you also know we both are suffering for no reason and this isn't right" I said and took a deep breath.

My eyes were becoming watery but somehow I didn't let my tears fall. The whole time Naina was silent she didn't even try to say anything. But then I realized that my shirt was all wet and when I loosened my grip and looked at Naina I noticed she was crying.......