Being Enamored By Him

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Loving someone with all your heart has never Been easy but even the thought of letting that one person go to whom you love the most is agonizing.

NAINA's POV

Ride towards the airport was silent, we both were quite. Kabir was driving the car that we purchased two days back with one hand and I was holding his other hand tightly, resting my head on his shoulders. My eyes were closed as I really wanted to cherish this close proximity with him as much as I can, also I don't have any idea when he will be this close to me again.. it's hurting us both but this distance is worth it. What was soothing me is the fact that he is gonna come back in maximum two weeks that is when Kia and Vedh are getting married.

One hand I was on nine clouds by knowing this fact that Kabir is now with me, on the other hand, I was devastated as I analyzed our current situation. Until everything happened our story was a normal love story everything was indeed perfect but now for the next two years, Kabir has to be away from his parents just because of me. I feel extremely blessed and happy to know that he is adamant to be by my side. Now honestly I don't want to complicate things anymore and in fact, now I will just accept everything the way it is, if Kabir doesn't want to go then he will not. This time I will not create any problem and let my destiny do everything instead.

"Naina" Kabir whispered kissing my head.

"Huh" I didn't realize that we were already in the parking lot of the airport. The hardest Is yet to come.

"We are here," he said and I frowned knowing he has to go. I snuggled more into his chest getting tensed all of a sudden.

"Kabir......" I wanted to say soo much but at that moment nothing came out of my mouth. I just stared at his handsome face cherishing every moment that is left.

"Shh. Don't say anything" he said and hugged me tightly.

There is definitely something special in hugs that whenever you are in the arms of your loved ones you instantly feel relieved. All those things that were bothering me seconds ago were now gone. It feels so good being in his arms it really feels like heaven.

"Just come back soon," I said trying to be strong but I failed terribly. My eyes were full of tears but somehow I was holding them back. I didn't want Kabir to see me like this, he will feel worst than he was already feeling.

"I promise I will be back as soon as it will be possible for me," he said tightening his hold on my waist.

"You better take of yourself! And don't wear too much revealing clothes to your office or anywhere, take your medicines on time, have your dinner, lunch and breakfast on time...." Kabir said but before he could say one more word I placed my lips on his silencing him.

He was shocked but soon recoverd and started kissing me slowly yet passionately.

"I will take care of myself husband don't worry. Just finish your work soon. I will be waiting for you and you better call me the moment you deboard and do not miss me too much" I said and then pouted like a five year old child.

Kabir being Kabir kissed my pout repeatedly making me blush.

"I will ma'am. You don't have any idea how much I am gonna miss you and you better think about me." He winked and I hit his chest playfully.

For a moment or two, we both were back to ourselves not knowing what is yet to come. Honestly, we were totally oblivious of this fact that Kabir has to go and check in.

"I think you should go," I said to Kabir and he obliged.

After taking out his luggage and passport we now both were inside the airport. Without saying a word Kabir untangled his hand from mine and walked away. It was as if somebody had taken the air out of my lungs. I don't know why but I have never felt this kind of restlessness ever in my life. Kabir was walking away from me. I don't know what overcame but I shouted his name so loudly that every head turned towards my direction but I hardly cared at that moment, I just wanted to run in the arms of the man I love and I indeed ran towards Kabir. Those tears which I was holding back minutes ago were now flowing freely.

When I finally was in front of Kabir I was breathing heavily as if I had run a marathon. In that moment it was as if everything stopped and then Kabir opened his arms for me and I literally jumped in his arms that Kabir almost lost his balance. I hugged him hard and he did the same.

"I love you," I said blurted and kissed Kabir neck. I know he too was feeling devastated but somehow he was keeping a strong facade.

"I love you," Kabir said kissing my forehead.

Just when he was about to go I said those three words which I knew meant a lot to Kabir. Holding his hand in mine I looked straight into his eyes and said, " I trust you".

He wasn't expecting this coming. He couldn't move until I squeezed his hands, reassuring him that I indeed trust him. With a grin, he was now gone. I was left all alone, the only thing that I can do now is wait, I just hope this waiting time ends soon!

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It was almost nine in the morning when I woke up. Last night I hardly slept, even if wanted to sleep I couldn't! Since today was Saturday I don't have to go to work which was itself a relief! I once again checked my phone but still, there was nothing. I know there are still a few hours left but now I was really feeling uneasy. I even had an appointment today which I am not so interested In. My headache is now fine and I am taking medicines regularly then what is the need of going to that dreadful place anyway!

Just when I was to go the washroom my phone vibrated. I ran towards my phone and picked it up without even checking the name of the caller! Some habits never change no matter what....

"Kabir," I said but frowned when I realised it wasn't Kabir..

"Not Kabir dumbo it's me, Kia," Kia said feeling extremely happy. Well, she is getting married that to the person whom she love so she should sound happy!

"Hey," I said trying to sound as normal as i could.

"So Kabir has gone back to Delhi?" She asked.

"Yeah but he will be back before your wedding," I said to which she laughed.

"He better come back before my wedding otherwise who will do all the rituals as my brother?" She said and I got confused.

"What?" I asked Kia as i was now fully confused. What the hell is happening? Kabir Kia's brother when did all this happened. And why wasn't I aware of this fact?

"Arre I will explain to you all this later. You remember what today is?" She asked and I can imagine her narrowing her eyes at me.

"Oooh you are going to be with me for the next ten days as tomorrow all the relatives will arrive and you two cannot live together! . See I remember" I said feeling relaxed that atleast for ten days I will not feel alone. Kia will be with Me.

"Yes but you forgot one more thing which is much more important," she said but I didn't know what she was talking about at all.

"Urghhh Naina after getting married you surely have lost your mind to Kabir. Today Is going to be my last night as a bachelor. We have to make this night happening for me as from tomorrow Vedh's relatives will be here and you know them! " She rambled then I remembered that day when we both went to shopping.

She did mention that Vedh's relatives are not very modern infact to be very honest they are orthodox. And we have to make today's night special for her.

"Okay, you come soon. I will figure out something and don't worry today's night will the best night for you. I promise" I said and decided to make this night special for Kiara.

She has done soo much for me and this time It was my chance to do something special for her and I will make sure that today's night will be the best night for her.......