Being Enamored By Him

Love Overpowers Everything

Naina's POV

Sometimes it is good to let certain things go as you cannot hold onto them forever, future is totally uncertain so instead of sulking about what will happen in the future try to cherish what you have right now.......

I was rooted to my spot and was waiting for Kabir to say something but he was taking his sweet time which was no doubt making all nervous. The thoughts that were currently going through my mind were doing nothing good. After what felt like hours he came near me and held me by my shoulders making me look straight into his eyes. For a moment I was lost in them all over again but what didn't change a bit was the way he was looking at me with pure love and affection but this time even all this was making me uncomfortable..

"Naina," he said and then stopped and after taking a deep breath he continued.

"I know all this is really difficult for both of us but just tell what would you do if I am the come who is at fault or If everything was okay with you but then we found out that I am sterile what would you do? Will you leave me just because we can't have children's of our own?" He asked me with hurt in his eyes.

At some moment I even considered this possibility when he first told me he will ask me one question and I have to answer it honestly, I thought he would ask me this but now that he had I don't know how should I even answer him back! I was feeling ashamed of myself as I judged him and assumed something which will never happen ever. I don't know why but in our relationship I am the only one who has every time thought about the worst, I am the who is pessimist and today I have once again proved that.

"Kabir you know me and I would never do that to you, leaving you once again will be like a death for me and I can't go through all that again, i have already done that terrible mistake once and now I cannot think my life without you" I told him looking everywhere except at him.

"Then do you think so low of me or You don't believe that I love you? " he asked more like demanded making me feel more guilty but this time he made me look straight into his eyes which had tears in them.

"No no Kabir, I am so sorry, I promise I will never ever bring this stupid topic again ever but please not even for a second think that I don't believe that you don't love me. In fact, you are the only person who loves me unconditionally" I said to him caressing his cheeks with tears in my eyes.

In this last one year, I have understood the true importance of having a partner who not only loves you but is with you in everything.

"Kabir I trust you, I will never doubt you, I am sorry okay," I said to him again, giving him wet kisses all over his face.

"Please Kabir say something," I said to him again but this time I literally begged as he wasn't responding to my kisses and he was not saying anything at all. He was just staring at me.

"I love you," Kabir said after a moment when I was just about to give up and he lifted me off my feet and hugged me hard. I could feel that now he was relaxed and now even I was relaxed too knowing Kabir knows everything. What was making me right now happy is the fact he had accepted me and I cannot be more grateful to God for choosing him for me.

"I love you" I whispered in his ears and he shivered making me smile all the way. Now it felt even more nice to be in his arms and I feel more content and elated.

I shuddered when I realize Kabir was kissing my neck more like biting it which surely would leave a mark but who cares! He is all mine and I am all his.

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"Kabir, what is taking you so long? Kia's haldi is today only!" I yelled at him again. From the past fifteen minutes, I am standing outside the door and my handsome husband Is taking his time for getting ready.

This is for the first time Kabir is taking soo long to get ready. What Is he even doing for so long? I huffed in annoyance but when he came out he looked way too irresistible that I had to pinch myself that it was indeed him. First thought that occurred in my mind was that how can he go out there looking all hot? He will drew the attention of all the ladies which he surely doesn't need at all.

"Are you done checking me out?" He asked me and was too close to me that we both were merely inches apart.

"Well, firstly I wasn't checking you out and even if I was then it's my right! You have any problem with that mister?" I said to him pointing my one finger at him.

"You can not go out like this Kabir!" I said to him before he could say anything to which he just chuckled which made me more annoyed.

"Well, I have done so much efforts today what is wrong with my outfit today? You never mentioned any kind of objection before!" He said to me raising his eyebrows.

Well, you never looked so hot before that is why I never objected! But today you are looking so hot that what I want to do to you I can not even describe! Who wears a Kurta pyjama at Haldi with the top buttons were open! His hair was also set perfectly and today he had even applied gel.. He could have weared something simple like a jeans and shirt but nope he has to look his best. Arghhh.

"I don't want people to ogle at you that is why," I said nonchalantly as I didn't want him to know that I was literally fuming with jealousy.

"By people you mean ladies right?" He asked me but this time he whispered this in my ears, he wasn't even touching me but I was already turned on like hell.

"Whatever," I said and tried to move past him but before I could escape he was already taking steady steps towards me and soon I was trapped as I hit the wall and Kabir put both of his on either side of me caging me.

"Kabir move, we will be late" I wanted to sound strong but failed miserably and that just came out as a whisper. This man surely knows how to distract me.

"I don't think we will be able to be there," he said and kissed my cheeks which were already red.

I wanted to say something but I just couldn't, I felt weak and my legs were giving up. His lips were still on my cheeks and without even saying anything he nibbled my right earlobe making me close my eyes shut in ecstasy.

We both were lost in each other in a way that we actually forgot about Kia's haldi, it was my phone who brought us back from our fairyland which was no doubt mind blowing.

Kabir groaned but didn't argue much. This time I did checked the caller id and it was Kia.

"What is taking you two so long?" She asked me the moment I answered her call. What a way to say hello.

I was about to answer her but I froze when Kabir hugged me from the back and kissed my neck, it was so hard to concentrate that what I wanted to do was switch my off and jump to him right there and right now.

"Just give us two minutes we will be there shortly" I managed to say but cut the call before she could say anything as what Kabir was doing to me right now is making me lose all my senses.

"Kabir we have to leave," I said facing him then an idea popped into my head and I willingly kissed Kabir's neck, after a minute or two when I was done I was satisfied with the results and was pleased with myself.

"What is so funny," Kabir asked me when he saw me grinning from ear to ear.

"Nothing now you are safe my boy," I said to him and moved aside so that he can actually look at himself in the mirror.

"Now everybody will know you are already taken and will think thousands of time before hitting on you." I said to him in his ears which made him scowl at me.

I still remember that day when we were in Zurich how jealous Kabir was when I wore a black swimsuit and purposely gave me hickey which lasted for a full two days. Now its payback time honey.

"You reap what you sow Kabir," I said to him and winked at him in the mirror, he was still busy examining the hickey that I gave him on his neck which was now noticeable.

Before he could think of anything naughty I hurriedly dragged him with me to the banquet hall which was in the same hotel where we were staying.....

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It was almost noon when everything was over and no doubt Kia was looking even more gorgeous with all the turmeric paste on her and Kabir was standing at the corner with Vedh. I helped Kia so that she can safely remove all the turmeric paste off her face, hands and legs and when she removed it her face glowed even more which made me smile. Tomorrow finally she will get married to the person she loves the most and honestly I cannot be happy more. I just hope we both remain happy for the rest of our lives the way we are happy today………………..