Winning My Mates Trust and Love

Kimberly stood at the top of the highest mountain, her ocean blue eyes staring at the view of the her packs home. She was only fifteen years old when her seven year old brother and her parents died in a tragic rogue attack, leaving to her the responsibility of taking care of the entire pack. Somehow she blamed herself for not being with them, maybe if she was there, things would have been different. Kimberly the once vibrant young girl locked herself in her room for a week after the tragedy, but whatever happened inside that room within that week changed her completely. She came out of that room with the appearance and Kimberly but her eyes that was once innocent and pure was now filled with hate and anger, her aura that was once friendly and welcoming became overwhelmingly suffocating. The grief of losing her family pushed Kimberly to become the best. She knew she now had to become Alpha, and that the fate of the Moonlight pack was now in her hands. Kimberly spent most of her days training and the other days learning the trades an Alpha needed. By her sixteenth birthday Kimberly had already earned the trust of the pack and was given the title Alpha. By then Kimberly had long dropped out of school and with that her friends. She was so afraid of getting hurt again that she pushed almost everyone away. Kimberly..... I thought I lost everything, when I found out that my family was gone. I locked myself into my room and cried everyday. I didn’t eat anything and sleeping was impossible. Every single time I closed my eyes, I saw their bodies all bloody and torn. They were barely recognizable. I blamed myself and I started to hate rogues even more. I was depressed and everything that happened during that week was a blur. But I remember clearly the last day I spent in that room. There was a full moon outside and my curtains were slightly open, I laid on the floor staring at the moon cursing the moon goddess for putting me through this. I hated her so much but on that night when I stared at the moon I felt drawn to it, like it was calling me. I felt entranced as I opened my window and jumped out and started to make my way to the woods. I began to feel another consciousness growing in me as my bones began to break and form, the pain was excruciating but for some reason I felt less alone. The last thing I remember before I passed out was I saw my mom, she told me that I was going to be alright and that I wasn’t alone. The pack was my family and I had to take care of them. I know I sound crazy and maybe I was hallucinating but when I got up the next day I was weak. I used my remaining energy to get back to the pack house. I woke up again to a white ceiling. Anyway, the main point is I worked my ass off to be where I am today and just maybe if my dad was still alive he'd be proud of me. “Alpha, training is in five minutes we need to leave now” I was caught off guard by my beta Elijah and honestly the only thing I could say in response was “mm”  I turned into my wolf and began my journey back to the training hall with Elijah. I could never get over the scenery. The green grass, tall trees, blooming flowers but honestly the most amazing part is passing through the cherry blossom trees. The aroma of the trees are subtle but it’s calming and sweet. Most of the pack members fear me after all I am their Alpha but honestly I'm not that scary monster they all picture me as I'm still me after all. I just needed everyone’s respect and trust. I needed to show them that I can be a good leader and as Alpha I am that monster but as Kimberly Moonlight I am just a sixteen year old whose insecure, scared and vulnerable. I guess that’s partly why I'm always the Alpha, Kimberly Moonlight is too weak.  “Alpha, aren’t you going to change first?”  “No, the dress I have on will do. After all I'm only observing today” “Yes Alpha” Elijah is my right hand man, my beta and honestly when you first see his appearance. The first thought which comes to mind is play boy after all if you spot a blonde hair guy with blue eyes and a smirk that can crash your brain circuits and make your c**t go in a frenzy, yes I'd think so too! Turns out he’s practically saint! He found his mate on his sixteenth birthday, apparently it’s my gamma Sarah. I'm practically walking with a couple everywhere I go which makes me well uhmmmm a third wheel!  Don’t get me wrong, I'm not needy and I definitely don’t need some guy on my ass twenty-four seven! And I'm not interested in giving up being Alpha for some mate that I don’t even know and don’t want to know so he can spend his entire life anywhere but near me! Period! The training was about over and all eyes was on me so I gave them my honest opinion “You guys are good but there’s still room for improvement and work on you'll defense!”  After that I took off.  “God, I could really use a whisky right now”  “I thought I blocked you out gosh stop using the mind link to ask me out for drinks you know I can’t”  “Oh right I forgot Elijah pushed a bun in your oven”  “haha, very funny… You should look for your mate you know maybe he'll accompany you to drinks! Maybe a little more than drinks you really need to release some stress”  “Bye, I'll drink on my own”  “I'm seri”  I blocked her out at that moment, honestly I don’t need a man for anything I'm happy on my own. I don’t mind being one of those old women with their house filled with cats. I entered the pack house and went straight to my room to full the tub with water. She’s right I really do need go relieve some stress but that doesn’t mean I need a mate to do so. On second thought, I'll just drink some whiskey and take a bath. I have a meeting tomorrow morning with the Alpha of Blood Havens Park.  ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Hey readers, hopefully the fist chapter had you wanting more! I ook forward to you'll advise and commentstill then enjoy!