IT’S COMPLICATED

WEIRD? -( KELLY’S POV)

“Hmm she’s not replying anymore, did I say something inappropriate?, was the question too soon?, gwashh I’m such a fool, I messed everything up even before it started, I hope she doesn’t ghost me because of this”, I kept rambling to myself as I bite my nails, I was tensed..... “Nahh, it’s fine babe. I stay at United States, Texas to be precise, what about you?”, pim!, my message notification sounded, “wow she replied” I chuckled at seeing her text, “huh!, we stay at the same place??” I thought to myself, “I stay at Texas too, wow this has to be destiny”, I texted back while adding a laughing emoji so she doesn’t take it too serious, “lols you believe in destiny?” She asked, “ yea, I believe in destiny “, I replied while blushing from ear to ear, “where in Texas do you stay mama?” I asked, “I stay at Houston and I think I might start believing in destiny because of you” she replied, “hehe she’s really good with words huh” I thought to myself as I chuckled a bit, “Aww I’m glad I’m the reason you would start believing in destiny, I kinda feel special ..anyway I stay at Dallas but I can be wherever you want mama” “yeeeee I sent the risky text , I hope it doesn’t backfire negatively on me” I thought to myself as I waited patiently for a reply, “you’re really making me blush really hard right now babe anyways the distance doesn’t really matter, I would always find my way to you” she replied while adding shy emojis, “damnn I can feel my heart beat racing really hard and my cheeks are burning, wtf is she doing to me?!!, have I fallen in love with this sexy angel already?? But that would be too soon”, I said as I jumped on my bed, “I gotta go now baby, got some stuffs to do, text you later” she said as she went offline, “tch she’s off already” I sighed deeply, “okay mama, take care” I replied, “either way I feel really happy she’s texting me at least, I just hope she feels the same way about me, well i will find out about that soon, as of now I have to go see Emerald and give her the latest gist”, I thought to myself as I took a look at myself in the mirror once more and dashed out.

“Heyyyy best, I wasn’t expecting you today”,Emerald said as she gave me a peck on the cheek, “yea she’s really a touchy type and I love it, if not for the fact that I know she’s straight I would have probably thought she has a crush on me”, “well you know I love to surprise you with this cute little face of mine to make your day the brightest “ I said as I cupped my face in my palms while squinting my eye lashes so she could enjoy the view properly lols, yea I love teasing her, “yea yea whatever you say my cutie pie, thanks for making my day the brightest “, she said as she held my hand and led me into her apartment, “ unlike me that stays in a self con, Emerald actually stays in a big apartment that has three bedrooms, a kitchen and a sitting room with a balcony and she lives alone. Well, Emerald’s parents are actually wealthy although she doesn’t like to brag about it, she has asked that I moved in with her severally buh nahh I know I’m shameless buh not to that extent and by the way her boyfriend micheal doesn’t like me at all, he is homophobic but as long as it doesn’t affect my friendship with Emerald I don’t mind the hate. “So what can I offer you best?, I’m sure you haven’t eaten nothing yet” Emerald asked, “lol she knows me too well” I thought to myself while staring at my best friend who has a chocolate skin, dark brown dull eyes, she has a body and curves to kill for unlike me who has a masculine stature, lols she’s more of a girly type , she is so pretty even with her big glasses, I already told her get eye contacts instead Buh she’s being too hesitant about it with the excuse of her parents won’t like it which I don’t think it’s the case, I just think she’s scared of trying out a new look, well she still looks good either way... sometimes I wonder if I would have made a move on her if we weren’t friends already “, all these thoughts flashed through my head as I watched her make an order, “okay, they would be here soon”, she said as she sat next to me while scrolling through her phone, “so what’s up with your crush?, you said you had big news about her over the phone”, she asked without even sparing me a glance, I could tell that she wasn’t really interested in the topic buh anyway she would still have to hear it so I smiled widely and replied, “oh yea, so Ashley replied to my text and we have been texting lately and it seems like the feelings are mutual with the way the conversations are going smoothly and guess what’s even more interesting?? She base in Texas too, gwashh I feel like my forever dream that I thought will only remain a dream has come to pass”, I said with so much excitement in my voice while smiling from ear to ear, “Awww congratulations my darling but be careful though, I don’t trust all this online baddies with lots of followers... oh yea the order is here,” Emerald said as she stood up to get the door, “weirdo” I said almost in whispers seeing that she didn’t give off any emotions as expected. After chattering away while eating I left for my place after much plea from Emerald that I should spend the night over buh I wish I could though buh not tonight, this is my first night texting Ashley and I don’t want any distractions so I had to make up excuses and left.

“Hey mama, what are you doing?” I texted Ashley, “nothing much, just lying down and texting you” she replied in five minutes, “huh! Is she tryna flirt??” I thought to myself already getting all heated up beneath my thighs “what about you?” She dropped another message bringing me back to my senses, “same here mama, have you eaten?” I replied ignoring whatever second thought I had, “yea, I have.. you?” She asked, “yea, I have too.. what did you eat?”, I asked again trying to keep the conversation going,”I just ate strawberry cake although I wish it was you I ate instead “ she replied with s****l emojis,” I swear I could feel shivers running down my spine Buh isn’t she moving too fast, this is just our first night texting, isn’t she being too s****l?? All these thoughts ran through my head while not knowing the right reply to give, “baby, are you there??, you mind s*x chatting with me?, can we have a video call?” Her messages dropped almost immediately, “this is really weird” I thought to myself, “sorry babe I’m not really good at s*x chatting” I replied, feeling a bit disappointed in myself, I really didn’t see this coming, “urghhh that’s boring “ she replied ,I could feel my heart sink in and it hurt, “sorry, so how was your day?” I asked hoping to change the topic.... 1hr.... 2hrs..... still no reply. “Babe are there?” I texted again, “I’m sorry if I seemed boring” I said... “Gwashh I guess this is the end huh?”I thought as I rolled to the side of my bed while trying to fall asleep....