IT’S COMPLICATED

A CUTIE-(ASHLEY’S POV)

Lols she’s really persistent, I said to myself..”who?”, Garry my boyfriend asked, “uhhh no one really important, just one of my fans online, she’s really cute buh I didn’t expect her to be this persistent though, can you imagine lol she’s been texting me like every two days in a week for a year and some months now, that’s really crazy and cute, don’t you think?” I said as I blushed without even really knowing why, “ lol why are you blushing? , are you picking interest in her already? Hmm personally I don’t think there is anything special about a fan bugging you for a year, it’s totally normal so don’t make her seem special okay”, Garry said without even batting an eye. “Gwashh what’s wrong with this dude, he always seem to see the worst in everything”, I thought to myself, “tch whatever “, I said as I picked up my bag about to leave the room , “where to?” Garry asked, “to buy stuffs”, I replied nonchalantly, “okay, be safe and come back soon”, Garry said without even sparing me a glance as he kept chatting away with God knows who on his phone, “lol he can’t even pretend like he genuinely cares”, I thought to myself as I closed the door behind me.

“Gwashh I really need to leave this place as soon as possible, I can’t keep living with this man anymore but moving into a new place can be really stressful and I still haven’t found a really nice place yet, either way I have to find a new place before my birthday comes”, I thought to myself as I walked down the street aimlessly while taking some pictures and videos of myself with my phone. “Arghhhh I forgot to reply her, lol she must have really cursed a lot on me by now, well let me reply this cutie so she doesn’t curse me more than she might have already done”, “awww thanks baby” I replied with a love emoji..... “I hope she doesn’t think I like her too much already because I called her baby, nahh I don’t think it’s possible for her to think that way, I’m sure she’s not that little minded and by the way girls call each other pet names without meaning to imply anything these days, well even if I really do like her a lot already she doesn’t need to know yet right?” I bantered with myself as I chuckled lightly, “you’re welcome mama”, she replied immediately with lots of love emojis, “lols at this rate I might just fall in love with this girl, she’s so good with words, she called me mama with lots of love emojis and she replied immediately damnn, she must have really been waiting for my reply, I feel terrible that I had to keep her waiting for this long, I just didn’t want her to see me as a cheap catch just like the rest of the girls I have been with”, I thought to myself as I sighed deeply.

“Hey Ashley, you look so pretty” one of my neighbors mark complimented while smiling like a calf , “ Gwashh this dude disgusts me, he just doesn’t look good in anyway yet he thinks he is and he feels he can get anyone just because he has seen some cash tch” I thought to myself, “thanks mark” I replied to his compliment while trying to give a smile back for the sake of courtesy, “I haven’t been seeing you around lately, what have you been up to?” He asked and I could tell that he was trying to start up a conversation which I’m definitely in no mood for at least not with him, “nothing much”, I replied shortly, “ohh okay”, he said while trying not to give off any emotions on his face, “I guess he got the message” I thought to myself, “I gotta go now”, I said as I walked away without waiting to get a response from him, “okay, see you around soon Ash baby”, he shouted from behind, “huh Ash baby, really? This dude really knows how to strike a nerve” I thought to myself with irritation written all over my face, “yea whatever” I said almost in whispers thinking he heard as I went back to my phone.

“Where do you base mama?”, “hope that’s not a weird question to ask now?”, “I’m sorry if you feel offended by it”, “please reply me”, Kelly texted almost in every five minutes, “ lols she must have thought I picked offense about her question and started ignoring her, gwashh every thing about her is so damn cute, I can’t help but get butterflies at seeing her text” I thought to myself as I smiled from ear to ear.