IT’S COMPLICATED

CRUSHING- (KELLY’S POV)

Sharp emerald brown eyes with a brown skin, slim waist, well cupped boobs, thin pink lips that looked so Kissable. That’s all Kelly could think of lately.

‘Her name is Ashley, I haven’t met her yet, I have only said hi to her a few times online although she has never really replied, I watch her videos and pictures all the time on her page, damn everything about that girl is screaming perfection, I want her so bad’ Kelly said to Emerald her best friend while smiling from ear to ear. ‘Get a grip on yourself babe, this b***h probably has a man and how are you even sure she’s interested in girls even at the slightest’ Emerald said to her best friend hoping she would give up on this her imaginary crush that she might never get the chance to meet. ‘Hmm that’s some hard pill to swallow buh you have a point although I can’t help it, I really like her a lot’ I said as i lowered my dull grey eyes as a glint of sadness flashed through my eyes. ‘Don’t worry best, with this your fine face I’m sure you can get anyone you want in person, you don’t have to stress over someone you haven’t even met before, who knows if she’s real anyway’ Emerald said while Patting my back.

‘Hey guys, I’m Kelly and as you can see I’m cute as f**k, with a red thin lip although I wish it was a bit plump Buh it’s fine, I’m kinda masculine cause I prefer wearing the baggy tops, shorts and trousers over gowns and skirts, everyone that sees me automatically thinks I’m a lesbian lol well dahs actually true, I’m a lesbian, I have been one for years now buh guess what? My family has no idea, I had to runaway from home immediately I was done with schooling to avoid being caught, I moved to a new city recently and I have just one friend, Emerald, I met her on a group chat online and our vibes cliqued, we have been friends for eight months now but we only met last week lols weird right? Yea I know, well my parents were strict people and they never let me out of there sight dahs why I have never been able to travel to a new city till now, well because of all that I’m terrible at keeping conversations in person so I guess dahs why I just have one friend till now and yea I’m really a shy person’ i said while having a live group video with my new online friends , ‘okay, dahs all for now guys, I gotta go, love ya’.

Gwashhh I really need to get a job as soon as possible otherwise I won’t be able to feed myself anymore, I thought as I left my selfcon in a hurry....

Hmm no luck again today, well I guess I won’t starve today, lucky me .. As from tomorrow I will just probably leech off Emerald shamelessly till I find a job, I thought as I picked up my phone.... pim pim pim my message notifications sounded as my messages popped up. Aww my new online friend Alexa texted, she’s such a darling , “Hey sugar, what you up to today?” The text said “nothing much hun, just chilling “ I replied, gwashh I really wish it was her texting me instead, I thought. Wow she just posted a video,damn she looks so good, I wish she would give me some attention even if it’s just a minute or maybe I should try texting her again, maybe today might be my lucky day, I thought to myself as I slide into her dm while trying to reply to her story, “ buh wat if she ignores me again that will really hurt my pride” I thought as I stopped and stared blankly on my phone while continuously tapping my legs on the floor nervously, fine wahs the worst that could happen anyway, I need to try at least.... “ you look so pretty babe” I texted while replying to her post .. 1hr gone.....2hrs gone....3hrs passed...

Huh! No reply yet I groaned as I rubbed my sleepy eyes, gwashh I slept off while waiting for her reply and still nothing, ouch my heart aches, I probably should just give up already as Emerald suggested. Yea I’m done.., I thought as I took one more look at her dm.. huh yayyyy!! She’s typing, I wonder what she’s typing, gwashh I’m so nervous and excited at the same time, my hands were wet already and trembling, please be good...