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"O-oh my gosh..." I was about to enter the room when I saw maddy with her ex, goping and eating each others face. "H-hey d-dani... iii-it's not what you think it is. I can e-explain..." Maddy said and pushed jade so hard to the point that she fell on the ground. "D-don't come near me p-please... you're disgusting. Why? W-why?" At that point a tear escaped in my eyes and and so another tear and another, until I fell on the ground... hugging my knees and thinking where did I go wrong for her to do this. " I trusted you maddy, I give you my whole...I did everything you want me to do... I chose you over chase and yet you did this? Why? pleaseee tell me, I can't think straight. My head hurts... M-my h-heart h-hurts..." telling her with all I can because at this point, my hands are numb and my lips shivers at the thought she is kissing someone's soul. "I'm sorry dani, I never imagined this will happen... I'm sorry please forgive me" she told me, BEGGING and I can see the tears escaping from her eyes. I can't see her in this situation, I love her so much and seeing her crying makes me cry more and it is devastating... but what can I do? she broke my trust and most especially she broke me. I got up and hold her face, examine her beautiful face that I definitely will no longer kiss and feel. Tuck a strand of her hair in her ear because I will definitely not do this anymore because... Now I realize why my father will cry his heart out every single night when my mother abandoned him... Now I realized why my best friend will tell me that one day when love comes to me, this will change me give me something that makes me want to die... and now... I realized that loving someone so dearly, deeply and faithfully will not make them love you just like you love them because that's life... it's Unfair and Heartless... just like the woman in front of me, who I thought will be the last person I wanted to be with for the rest of my life... But I was wrong... " I'm now letting you go love, you're free now. You can do what ever you want and be happy. Mahal kita pero ayoko na (I love you but let's end it here)." I told her and kiss her forehead and turn my back at her... Just like walking away from her, I am now walking away from my world, from my soulmate and from the person who deserves every inch of me...