That evening, the village gathered in the courtyard of the castle for the tree lighting ceremony. It seemed as though everyone had come, their faces glowing with the light of torches, candles, and lanterns. The air was filled with laughter and music, the sound of children running through the snow, and the warmth of the season. Ellie could feel the festive atmosphere surrounding her, and for a while, she allowed herself to be swept away by it, the memory of the deer and the dark secrets of the castle momentarily forgotten.
The towering tree stood in the center of the courtyard, draped in strings of lights and adorned with ornaments that glimmered in the flickering glow of the lanterns. It was a majestic sight, the branches heavy with sparkling decorations and tinsel that caught the light with every movement of the wind. As the crowd gathered, the anticipation built, and Ellie felt a pang of longing, a mix of happiness and sadness settling in her chest. She couldn't help but think of her pack back home—of her sister, her mother, and even Scott. The betrayal still hurt, and being surrounded by so much warmth and joy made her feel the sting of it all the more. She missed the familiarity and duties of her old life, the traditions they had shared, and the love that had once felt so secure.
But then, the moment arrived. The lights on the tree flickered to life, glowing brightly against the night sky, and the entire courtyard erupted in cheers and applause. The lights seemed to dance, casting a golden glow across the gathered villagers, illuminating their smiles and joyful expressions. A group of villagers began to sing carols, their voices ringing out in beautiful harmony, filling the night with music that seemed to wrap around Ellie like a comforting blanket. Ellie watched the tree, the lights reflecting in her eyes, and she felt the warmth of the moment, even if part of her heart still ached. It was a moment of beauty, a reminder that there was still light to be found even in the darkest of times.
Ellie found herself a quiet spot on a bench near the edge of the courtyard, her breath visible in the cold air. She watched the festivities from a distance, her fingers wrapped around the warm cup of mulled cider she had picked up from one of the stalls. The carols, the laughter, the lights—it was all beautiful, but there was still a sense of loneliness that hung over her. She took a sip of her cider, trying to push the feeling away. The warmth of the drink spread through her, but it wasn't enough to chase away the longing that sat heavy in her chest. She wondered if she would ever feel truly at peace again, if the scars left by Scott and Megan's betrayal would ever fade.
Kida stirred within her.
"You know, you're sitting under mistletoe."
The voice startled her, and Ellie looked up, her eyes widening as she saw Nick standing there, his hands in his coat pockets, his lips curved in a soft smile. The twinkling fairy lights overhead cast a warm glow over his face, and Ellie felt her heart skip a beat. His eyes seemed to hold a gentle warmth, a kindness that made her feel seen in a way she hadn't felt in a long time.
"Oh," she said, glancing up at the small sprig of mistletoe hanging from the branch above her. She looked back at Nick, her cheeks flushing. "I didn't realize."
Nick took a step closer, his gaze never leaving hers. "A beautiful girl like you shouldn't be sad on such a special night," he said softly. "Especially not when she's sitting under mistletoe."
Ellie felt her breath catch, her heart pounding in her chest. The warmth in Nick's eyes, the kindness in his voice—it was overwhelming, and for a moment, she didn't know what to say. She could only stare at him, her lips parting slightly in surprise. The world around them seemed to blur, the sounds of the carols and laughter fading into the background as she focused on Nick.
Nick smiled, his eyes softening. "May I?" he asked, his voice barely more than a whisper.
Ellie nodded, a smile slowly spreading across her face. She could feel her heart racing as Nick leaned in, his hand gently brushing her cheek. The world around them seemed to fade away—the laughter, the music, the lights—all of it disappearing until there was only Nick.
As Nick's lips touched hers, she heard a voice in her head, clear and strong.
"Mate!" Kida's voice rang out, filled with joy. Ellie froze for a moment, her eyes widening behind her closed lids. "Kida?" she thought, her mind reeling. The wolf within her, silent and dormant since Scott's betrayal, had suddenly awakened.
"Yes, Ellie. He's our second chance mate," Kida's voice was full of warmth and certainty.
Ellie’s heart raced, conflicting emotions swirling through her. "A second chance mate? But... is he even a wolf?" she questioned, her mind spinning. She couldn't just ask Nick without revealing herself. And he didn't know—he had no idea what she was.
"I can feel it," Kida insisted. "The bond is there. He’s ours."
Ellie tried to keep herself grounded, focusing on the kiss, on the here and now, but her mind was in turmoil. She could feel Kida’s elation, her wolf urging her to claim this bond. But Ellie couldn’t ignore her doubts, the questions that now loomed even larger.
When they finally pulled away, an expression crossed over Nick's face—conflicted, almost as if he had remembered something important. He took a step back, his gaze faltering. He reached up, brushing a strand of hair away from her face, his touch gentle and tender. "Merry Christmas, Ellie," he whispered.
Ellie watched him, her heart pounding, her thoughts a tangled mess. What was happening between them? "Merry Christmas, Nick." Her voice was soft, barely audible over the sounds of the festivities, but it held a warmth that she hadn't felt in months.
Nick gave her a polite nod and walked away, looking over his shoulder at Ellie as he went. Ellie gave a sad smile as Kida howled and paced within her mind.
"Why did he pull away?" Kida growled, her frustration evident.
"I don't know, Kida," Ellie thought back, her tone weary. She could feel her wolf's restlessness, the confusion and longing that mirrored her own emotions. "I wish I did. But we can't rush into this. We don't even know if he understands what we are."
Kida let out a low whine, her presence shifting, unsettled. "He’s our mate. He should know, Ellie. He should be with us."
Ellie took a deep breath, trying to soothe her wolf. "I know. But things are complicated. We need to be careful. We can't risk exposing ourselves like that."
Kida reluctantly quieted, though Ellie could still feel her anxious energy beneath the surface. She did her best to calm her wolf, though the questions and uncertainty remained, lingering like a shadow over the warmth of the evening.