her inner fear

laying on the sofa Layla was deep within thought while watching her family play, see Layla had two beautiful girls and her husband, the lived in a cottage in Cornwall away from any disturbances or harm, but even though Layla was away from harm and near impossible to find she always worry's that her past would come to hunt her and that she would no longer be able to run or hide.  FLASHBACK**** "no , stop no " "please don't " *end* see the past three years have been the best Layla has got married when Elizabeth was one and then gone on to have Rosie, they where even discussing the possibility of some family additions, Sean " hey baby, whatcha thinking of today ?" Sean looked at Layla with longing eyes even though he knows her past he knows she wont open up about the way its affecting her. "im fine baby just thinking on maybe a total of 10 ? " Layla replied giving her husband a weak smile. while sean was deep in though Layla took in her husband hazel eyes admiring how perfectly matching they where to hers and wondered if they would ever have a child with the same eyes, " yeah no that's way to many and we need sleep now with two could you imagen 10 ?" Sean said snapping her out of her idealistic future.  "come on 5 boys and 5 girls would be the best  its the minimum that I want us to have, 30 tops" Layla said sweetly smiling at her husband