Chapter 1
Layla POV
'i remember he told me he was gonna leave her. has he ? nope. he's acting as if im not pregnant with his baby right now. even though i'm not even showing yet he should be more concerned about me and his child instead of her. sometimes i be so close to leaving, but then there something that keeps holding me back. that keeps telling me to stay a little while longer. or maybe i'm just scared of the consequences that might happen if i leave. what would really happen ? he prolly wouldnt care as long as he has his precious wife ! i hate her. she walks around town like she has the best nigga in Florida. no boo. sorry to tell you that he's cheating on you and got me pregnant. i remember i told him i was pregnant and he said i was lying. after 5 pregnancy test that came out to positive and a check up for them to tell me i'm pregnant he finally believed me. but the next day after he found out, he didn't come over. it's been two weeks now and i still havent seen him. i swear when i see him were through. i just can't go through this with him anymore. i'll let him see his baby and have his time, but him having me is over. done with.... it's now 11pm and i'm just sitting in my condo and then i heard a knock on my door. i went and answered it and guess who it was ? Kevin.'
Layla: what do you want Kevin ?
Kevin: came to see you.
Layla: well, it's late you can leave.
Kevin: what's your problem ?
Layla: your my problem Kevin !
Kevin: really ? how so ?
Layla: you say you want me. that you wanna be with me, get married to me and have kids !
Kevin: i do !
Layla: *chuckles* no you don't. you just want her. you don't want me. you just want me cause you know i'll do anything you want.
Kevin: where is this sh.t coming from ?
Layla: its coming from me. you think that you would be more concerned about me since im having your baby. naw your still more concerned with her.
Kevin: i love you Layla !
Layla: Kevin, just.... just leave.
'he didn't listen. instead he kissed me and i gave in. i just went against everything that i just thought. maybe this is where im pose to be. maybe this is who i'm supposed to be. Kevin's mistress. nothing's gonna change. nothing's ever gonna change with him. nothing might not even change with me, but my body. i will always love Kevin. never gonna doubt that. i'm always gonna give into him and i will always accept being in 2nd place when it comes to him, maybe even 3rd since im having his child. first one at that. he picked me up and i wrapped my legs around his waist and to the bedroom we went. will anything ever change ?'
