My Perfect Amethyst

Out In The Open

I'm sure Marli will call me later, if she doesn't swing back by the party. I hope, anyway.

I decided to go back to the party myself, there's nothing else I can do right now but give Amethyst some space.

I think I may have scared her, just like I feared. But at least, she knows now, why I have been so hesitant.

I'm glad to finally have that part over with and everything out in the open.

I hope she really considers everything I've told her.

I want her to be mine so bad, but I don't want her to feel cornered in any way.

I can't let myself think the worst about this situation, I have to stay positive!

I'll just keep my distance and let her have some time to think.

I know she doesn't know me and there's no reason for her to trust me, or anything I tell her.

She'll just have to come to her own conclusions about me and my intentions towards her.

I pray it's soon though.

I don't know how long I'll be able to wait before completely loosing it.

I hate that she ran off so fast, it was like I could feel her emotions rising and hear her heart pick up in speed, while she listened to every word I had to say.

Maybe she will tell Marli about our conversation. And maybe Marli will help her to understand, that every word I spoke tonight, was sincere and straight from my heart.

Of course, she will!

She will be more than happy to help.

She will tell Amethyst, that I am a good guy and I'm not a creepy stalker or a psychopath!

When Marli first found out that Amethyst was my mate, I thought she would burst into pieces with excitement!

She is all for us being together, so I will just let Marli work her magic for now and I'll do as I've promised, and give her space.

I don't really have any other options at this point!

I don't know, I guess all I can do now is wait.

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