NOAH'S LOVE

DECISSIONS

Looking down at the test strip I couldn't help but be a little relieved that it was negative,  don't get me wrong I do want to have Noah's baby, but I am going into my first semester at Harvard, and between my studies and Soccer I will be swamped.  I know what you all are thinking that I could give up soccer but I can't this is how I got my scholarship.  I had done some research, and they do offer a lot of help to students with children, but when I talked to my coach about it, he said I could only have one semester off, and then I would be expected to play again, or I would lose my place on the team.  Besides I think both Noah and I need to concentrate on our relationship first before we bring a child into the whole mix.  We both are still deciding significant points in our lives without discussing them with each other.  Now I need to tell Noah; my heart is breaking a little because when I told him I was on the pill, I saw the pain in his eyes he wants this.  I only hope I don't lose him over this.

I had told him I was taking the test and he was waiting for me downstairs.  I look at him "I am so sorry babe it is negative."  He looked at me "Ok, I guess."  "Baby, come on don't be like that.  We both need time for each other."  "Yeah, I know but Shelly I want a family with you."  "you will get that but to be honest, we still need to wait."  "Why, you don't want this do you?"   "Not right now but eventually yes.  What I mean we still have to wait; technically I am not late yet."  He looks up and smiles "So, there still is a chance."  "Yes, some of the information I read said that these early detection tests don't  always work and the Dr. won't test me till I am late."  "Ok.  What will you do if you are?"  I pick up his head "If I am then we are going to have a baby.  Noah, even if I want to wait to have children with you, I do want to be the mother of your children."  He hugged me and kissed me pulling me close.  "I love you, baby."  "I love you too."

The graduation party Lee and I through was epic. At some point in the night, Tuppen ended up in the pool naked with Duncan.  The two dorks started making out with thin air as if there was a girl with them.  Standing there laughing at them I feel an arm sneak around my waist and spin me around.  "Ok, I don't care how funny they look you don't need to be watching those two idiots naked in the pool."  I giggled "seriously babe you are even jealous of me looking."  "Well, you only need to see me naked no one else."  I pretended to start to lift up my shirt "maybe I should join them."  He pulled me closer "don't even think about it that body is for my eyes only."  "Does that mean you want a strip show later?"  I hear him clear his throat. "Uhm, if you want I definitely wouldn't mind one."  I feel his reaction on my stomach and turn to walk away "too easy."  He grabs me and pulls me back against him "babe I need a moment don't move."  I giggle "I know you do I can feel what Tuppen and Duncan have done to you." It was then I realized how quickly I could also deflate the situation.  He looked at me "So, not funny Shelly."  I walk off laughing and take several pictures of both the idiots in the pool and send them to their phones.  After deleting them from the cloud and my phone, I skip off giggling.  "Twin what did you do?"  "I took pictures of Duncan and Tuppen making out with thin air naked in the pool."  Lee starts laughing "seriously the two of them are naked together."  "yep, and they think they are with girls.  Wouldn't it be funny if they made out with each other? Oh, and I sent you the pics."  Lee looks at his phone "Ahh, come on twin I didn't need to see their d***s, but it is funny."  About this time we hear Noah yelling "Ok now the party is officially over every one get the hell out of my house."  Lee and I run outside, and we see Tuppen and Duncan both eating out two different girls by the side of the pool.  We both yell "gross."  Noah was able to separate them, and we noticed it was Olivia and Mia I hear behind us "I just sent you two a pic."  Lee and I look at the pic that Rachel sent us and it was a pic of the four of them.  What was even more disturbing at some point the girls ended up making out, and then so did the guys.  I look at Lee "this one other Tuppen and Duncan making out I am so, keeping I can't wait to find out how they feel when they realize what they did tonight."  The three of us are laughing our asses off as Noah is trying to get the four of them out the door without touching them since none of them have close on.  He glares at me "Shelly this is so not funny."  "Yes, it is especially since right now Duncan is trying to kiss you."  He turns and shoves Duncan out the door.  With Duncan being the last guest Noah is finally able to lock the door.  "So, do you think that is the first time those four have done that."  I look at Noah "Nope I know that Olivia and Mia had made out before mainly because they both at one time offered to make out with me.  "Oh."  "Yep, I told them no thank-you." Lee whines "Why that would have been fun to see?"  "Twin the last thing I needed was my first kiss to be from a girl especially since I wanted your brother to be the one."  "Fine your no fun."  I look at Rachel and grin "fine I will make out with Mia if you make out with Tuppen."  He glares at me "You are not funny Shelly."  Rachel yells at him as he stomps up the stairs "yes she is."