---Missy's POV--- I try to be mad at Derek but I just can't seem to do it.. he is begging for forgiveness trying to prove he still wants me now more than ever as he proposes.. I can't say, no, this is everything I have been wanting him to do so now that I am getting it and he is genuinely sorry I'm going to take this and run with it and hopefully he has learned his lesson. "Please forgive me my love.. it's just slipped out of anger.. but you have to know you're my everything and all I need to be happy." He states to me as I smile at his strong outward affections.. they are not too much for me just enough because this is what I have been wanting for so long. "I forgive you but you do this s**t again we are going to have problems.. do you understand?" I try to spat at him with authority bu

