Her Missing Piece

GWEN'S POV As a teenager, it's hard for me to live a happy life without my mom. Sometimes I get bullied by those bitches because they're insecure, I think. Because why bother me if they can do their things, they're just wasting theirs on me. As time goes by I'm comfortable without the presence of my Mom. Well, it causes pain but I know I have to be strong. But it's filling me now and I'm ready to explode. I found out that my Mom was the inspiration of many teens because of her many-many successful businesses. I went to a bar and try to get wasted but I'm not a fan of alcoholic drinks so in the end I just drink two shots. Thanks to Xhyron I got home safe without any bruises or scars. When I got there they're all standing there with worried and angry looks. The angry looks came from Tito Lex's daughter and the worries came from them. I took a step towards them and the moment I become closer to them I received a slap. " Ezra! " Tita Kit exclaimed and pull Ezra away from me. Others follow them except Tita Eli " Come here Gwen," she said leading me to the dining room " Tita," I said tearing up and sitting on the chair she hugged me and whisper comforting words so I calmed down a bit Why Tita? " I asked but she just give me a sad smile, understanding why I'm like this " Why did she leave me? I'm not worth loving? Am I that ugly to her? Did she not love my Dad? Or Am I a hindrance to her dreams that she got rid of me " I breathed heavily before speaking again " Was Dad bad to her and she's just throwing it to me? Or I was a bad person in my first life that God punishes me " " First of all, you're beautiful. Second, she has a reason. Third, your Mom loved your Dad so much. Fourth you're not a hindrance you're her motivation and lastly, are you telling me that you believe in reincarnation? " she said the last sentence jokingly She brings to my room and tears kept rolling on my face. Tita gave me a wet towel and signaled me to use it. She then readies my bed and sits at my side a tubbing my back. " You know your Mom loved you so much. She just did this for your safety and she sacrificed her happiness for the safety of others. She also loved your Dad so much that she let go of him to have his simple life. She also helps us with our business if it’s not for her we are nothing now. When Tito’s in a big problem with politics your Mom helps him with the condition of doing their best to have a better economy. Your Mom business is based in America she studied there too. I don’t how she manage to do her business plus her studies. But I guess she had help from that perfect guy, he’s also her classmate back then " she paused and drink her water that came from the blue then she continued " I don't know what the f**k happened that in a blink of an eye all our life messed up. I don't even know when Erin will be back and Yssa and Gea will arrange their family problems " she sighed " Our life is not that normal especially your Mom's life. She lost lots of people back then. I don't how did she survive those but I think because we are there her friends and your dad " she finished with a smile on her face and told me to sleep and so I dozed off Morning comes and I’m just sitting in front of my window gazing at the rain and thinking nonentity. It’s Monday and I don’t how to start it with a sunshine kind of attitude. I also have a presentation and it’s stressing me out. I also have to deal with those fake people around me. I start to do my morning routines and get back down to eat breakfast. Tito just smiled at me and gesture me to sit and eat. I earn a glare from Ezra and the twins but I just shrugged it off. I stepped out of the house and Ezra followed and she blocked my way " What's your problem now? " she looked at me in disbelief “ Oh so you talked back now, “ she said sarcastically and twirled my hair but I slap her hand “ You motherfucker slapped my hand! Are you wishing your death to be early? “ If I die did you know that your princess life will become a slave life? You always bully me and try to shu me away from this house. You’re just insecure because Tito Alex has his attention with me that you cannot have. You always say that I don’t belong in here and try to make my life miserable. If I were you try to be yourself and don’t be stuck up with your fake friends that talked at your back. “ her ears became red means she's angry and her face was furious I can see that she wants to hit me but she can’t. After that, she leaves stumping away from me and went to her car. As for me I need to take the bus. Ting! MESSENGER 5mins FIRST-YEAR COLLEGE Raya Falcon: Anyone here? Sis you guys saw Miss Gonzalez? This time what the actual f**k happened in that room that she’s looking for me this early? Tss Tss