My dead wife's twin sister

chapter 5

when I get back to the room I am wasted but I managed to get to my room, I saw she was in bed on her phone, now get out of my bed now "I shouted" ( she even have the audacity to sleep on her sister's side) I don't care weather you sleep on the couch or floor that is you choice but off the bed now, I was about to go to take her out off the bed but I fell on the bed, everything went blank, I can feel something covering me up

I wake up and my head is spinning and it hurts a lot, I get up and went to the bathroom, I get into the shower and when I am done I went downstairs, I find everyone at the table, good morning everyone "I greet everyone "and I sit down next to my mom and serve myself breakfast and start eating, summer was busy feeding my son and playing with him, she was affectionate, I was looking at them and I smile a little (what is this feeling I am feeling, oh God am I falling or maybe is that she looks like my late wife)

my mom Lean over me and whisper in my ear, you look at them with love, or maybe is because she looks like her sister" I said"( even my mom can see it) my family were talking and laughing, but I just spaced out ( baby I love you so much and nobody can replace you in my life "I said to Samantha" after we had s*x, i really miss her) my thoughts cut short by my brother miles asking me, do you remember when Samantha first time making us breakfast you couldn't stop eating, he was laughing, what the f**k is it funny to you, she is not here anymore so stop talking about her okay?, this week has been messed up I got married 2 weeks after my wife's death and to the person i don't love, and you are busy laughing this is too much I shouted and my son start crying.

everyone was looking at me in silence i get up and go to the bar in my house and I pour myself a drink and I started crying like a child, the door opened and the person I didn't expect entered and closed the door, before she can say anything, what are you doing in here get out, don't try to act like a caring wife, you just look like your sister but you aren't her and you can never be, I liked You I told you that I saw you first and you told me I am going to hurt you because I was a player but now you are married to that player, I didn't hurt your sister and she was the best choice I have ever made, you didn't want anything to do with me stop getting into my business ok now get out"I shouted"

you know what I was trying to be civil with you but clearly you don't want to be, so I am done being nice and you make it look like you are the one who only miss her, everyday I cry myself to sleep, after saying that she rush out of the door, what the hell do she think she is, tomorrow I am going back to work it will take me of things, everything is driving me nuts and I carry on drinking myself to death, I slept in the bar