My dead wife's twin sister

chapter 6

welcome back special agent woods and they're clapping hands, thank you everyone thanks, I went to my boss's office, hey boss how are you?, good come in he stand up to greet me with a hand shake, sorry for your loss, how are you coping"he asked", I really missed her but I take each day at a time and beside I have a son to take care of, boss I want to resume work please, I know it's soon for me to come back but if I stay at home I will go crazy" I said" ok I am going to refer you to the psychologist and if they say you are fine and ready to come back to work then you can start immediately so go now

I take a long breath before I open the door, hi doc, how are you?" I asked" I am good and you?, well I am here, so it means something is wrong, yeah I know you, you cannot just come to say hi, we laughed, ok sit down anywhere you want and get comfortable, ok I am going to ask you questions and I need honest answers not because you want to go back to work, ok let's start, how are you feeling today, really? physically and mentally"she asked" well I feel weak, hurt,anger,pain and mostly sad, what's taking up most of your headspace?"she asked"well I mostly think about my late wife, How have things been with your family and friends?"she asked"well I snapped at my brother, when he was talking about my late wife and now everyone is walking on hot shall around me, How you been sleeping?"she asked" since my second marriage I been drinking a lot before I can sleep, what did you do today that made you feel good?"she asked" well in the morning my son was up so I hold him and tell him story about his mom, what are you grateful for right now and what's something you are looking forward to in the next few days?"she asked" well I am grateful for my son and I look forward to rise him and give him as much love as I can, I want him to know that I got his back, How can I do to help you?"she asked" well I want to go back to work and you are the only one who can help, well I am going to let you can back to work but you must come in to see me 3 times a week until I say you are all clear, I need you to stop holding a grudge and you will start healing I will send captain an email and please don't disappoint me, you will start tomorrow"she said" thanks I promise I won't disappoint you, I give her a hug, I was out of the door before she changes her mind, I say goodbye to my coworkers and went home

when I get home I see summer getting ready in the bedroom, hello greeting summer" I said"hi"she said"(I have accepted that I have to share this room with summer)I take my son out of the cot, it look like it's going to be me and you son,"I said"(but I was jealous because I don't know where she was going) Owen's appointment is today to the doctor, why did I not know about that, is he okay? "I asked", it is just a check up after the baby is born, so are you going or not"she said" no l am coming with you,I give the baby to her and Carry the bags, we went downstairs,where is everyone?,your brother left this morning with his wife, your father, sister and uncle went back home,I opened the door for her to put the baby on the car seat and she gets in after that I close the door and open the driver's side and get in,I started the car off to the doctor, your sister said something about school and your dad said something about same paperwork,and your mom and my mom went to grocery store"she said" okay I totally forget about grocery with everything happening in my life, where were you in the morning?"she said" oh wow now you are claiming your right as my wife, demanding my where about"I said"don't even start, this conversation was too good to be true, everyone wanted to say goodbye but you were not there so they were asking me where you at"she said" what ever"I said"we were at the doctor, doctor I wanted to apologize for what I did and said it wasn't your fault, I am sorry and the doctor was doing check up on the baby and was about to inject the baby with that big ass needle, doctor what are you doing?"I asked" it's is the injection for vaccine, every baby must have it, with that big ass needle?, yes it's the normal size"she said" I snatch the injection out of her hand and inject it on her ass, it ends up with me being chased out side the room, while my baby was suffering inside that room

we were at home and summer was still laughing at me, oh God her laughter is doing something to my body and it's contagious because I was also laughing, our moms where just looking at us, what happened, my mom asked take the baby, your daughter here, I put my hand on her mouth so not to speak,mmmmmmmmm"she said" I am going to leave you and your not going to tell my mom and if you do you will regret it, she nod at me, I lift my hand away of her mouth, she starts to run away and shout, she injected the doctor with an injection, I followed her upstairs and into our room, I catch her and we fell on the bed, I was on top of her and she was laughing, I can't take it anymore, lean in kissed her and she kissed me back, my hand where all over her body, we were interrupted by my mom clearing her throat, sorry to interrupt but he is sleeping"she said" putting him in the cot, I bury my face on her shoulder and say I am sorry and just lift the room