My dead wife's twin sister

chapter 7

love if I die will you move on?" Samantha asked" do not ever say something like that ok, you and I will live to see our grandkids and grow old together"I said" I am just saying, but if I die please you must move on please" she said" , no never, I will die without you by my side,baby I love you so much and I will never love anyone in this world that isn't you" I said" she touched my cheeks and placed her lips on mine, kissing me deep and passionately, I break the kiss,you see no girl will never do to my body the way you do" I said" we laughed and continue to make love

back to reality, for the past two months I have been coming home late and leave early ,burying myself with work, I have cracked 20 cases, I been avoiding everyone, I been not able to spend quality time with my son and I have been sleeping in the guest room, summer have been trying to talk to me and she even came to my work but I just say now is not the best time, we will talk later at home, I know we need to talk but I told myself that I kissed her because she looks like her sister and I want to get laid, I have been cheating with two women at work and it was just one time only, never in my life I have thought one day I will cheat on my wife and truly speaking it didn't work, I always think about her and first thing first everyday when I get home I go to my bedroom to just look at summer and my son

I opened the door to my house carefully not to wake anyone, I get in and closed it carefully, I signed of relief because I didn't make noise, look what the cat dragged in "summer said" don't even start I don't have time for this, I am so tired and I just want to sleep, yeah like you don't have time for anything, look I know you don't like or want me, I just want you to bond with your son spend more time with him, I am sorry if I am one of the reasons you don't get to spend time with your son"summer said" what are you talking about one of the reason I don't get to spend with my son?"I asked confused"I know you been sleeping with someone, your clothes smell like another women s perfume and it had women lipstick on your shirt, oh so what, you are searching my clothes now" I shouted"I was very angry truly speaking I didn't want her to know and I was feeling guilty and I didn't want to be blamed,I was doing laundry and now that you act like that it means it is true" she said"( her eyes shows hurt), what did you expect, I don't love you and did you think that I will be faithful to you, dream on, did you want me to play little happy family, I don't want you and I will never want you,so stay out of my business, everything I said was a lie and It pained me that I said those things to her and I was feeling more guilty more than before, I am such a dork, after I said those things I left her there shocked and go to my room to kiss my son good night and I went to the guest room to sleep