If only I'm his? For Bewitched

"On the balcony and I'm singing Ooh baby, ooh baby, I'm in love I can see my sweet boy swaying He's crazy y Cubano como yo, la la On the balcony and I'm saying Move baby, move baby, I'm in love" by Lana Del Rey. The West coast is playing on my music box, It really matches the nice view outside of my window, Christian Virne. He just finished his exercise, running from 5-6 o'clock every day. I'm his number one fan. No one can beat my morning by only seeing him early every morning since he became my neighbor. I know him but he doesn't know me because I never leave my condominium, too afraid I might frighten him by my ugly looks. the far the distance, the better. when my thoughts are about to drown me, he look up at my direction but good thing I'm behind the thick curtains he won't see and only my shadow. "Miss, your breakfast is ready" Lena said, my trusted maid. "Thank you, lena" " And one thing, Miss, your mother just called, she said you must there later for dinner. Ms. Pearl and Mr. Brein will returns home". They're my older sibling, they went abroad to finish their master, while I'm just the youngest one, and have no progress to cure "Ok, join me" I wore simple pants, pink shirt, and black hoodie and I grab my cap. I was in the elevator when my phone rang, it's Pearl. "Where are you now?" "I'm on my way" "You must not making any lie not to come, or else i get sulk on you" She voice turned out the older one who boss around. "I'm not. how's my sister's romance right now?, did bring someone with you?" with a playful tone. "Don't change the topic, Vera Grace" "Don't tell you don't have one" she stay silent." HAHAHA~~~ah" f**k. There is plenty of time to go out why now? Why now?. There is a lot of people here my him?. He is wearing a black tuxedo and his hair are just brush. Is he has case to attend today? "Ver, are you ok?" I could hed voice that she is worried. "hmmmm, will be there" I murmur and end the called. I slouch my head. 4 second is feel like eternity, I'm dying if this is would end. Ding. I'm in a hurry to walk on corridor, only I'm in my car the breathe again. I arrive at 9:38, eight minutes late because I still have to gather my composure for ten minutes to be exact. I park my car and take off my cap and hoodie before i went to inside. Pearl warm embrace welcomes me, when I open the door. " You really miss me huh?" " Don't you, miss me?"She pouted her lips