Dark And Mysterious

Should I Say Yess???

I was more excited for school today I didn't really like the reason as to why. Why did I want to see him? I know he's trouble its all over his face. Ughhhhh, why do I have to be like this? I always fall for the bad boys. Dad took me to school today he felt bad for not talking to me the other day even though I didn't mind at all. I like the silence I don't get much of that at School honestly. I got to meet two new teachers today since I only had half of my classes yesterday. They were pretty nice I liked my math teacher he was way better then my old one. My day went by pretty normal until I had class with Josh. He asked for my f*******: after class I give it to him, which was stupid of me honestly.

The next day I started noticing this kid in my spanish class he was so quite yet I was so intrigued by him. I knew there was something more to him then just the quite kid in class. I wanted to know more but I never got the chance. All I ever got were small glances so I never got my hopes up that it would be something more.

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After a few weeks all me and Josh did was text nothing strange just getting to know each other.I felt him a little strange the next day though like he was keeping something from me I just acted normal wasn't my problem. After all he wasn't mine in any way so I never bothered to ask, if he wanted to tell me he would. I left it alone but after class ended when be walked me to class and he asked me out. It was cute honestly he was shy kinda just stared at me and kept on smiling. I just looked at him knowing where this was going but still hoping it didn't go that way, I knew I was going to say yes if he did ask me out. I look at him and tell him to spit it out while I nervously laugh trying to make him less nervous.

"Would you maybe want to go out with me," he says while wiping his sweaty palms on his jeans and smiling at me.

"Ummmm..... Yeah sure we can take this further and see how it goes," I say while giving him a small smile not showing my teeth hoping that he would walk away and let me process what I just got myself into.He leaves but not after giving me a hug. Why the hell did I say yes? Is there something wrong with me, am I that stupid. That boy is trouble and im just looking forward to getting attached and getting my heart broken. I thought I was smarter then this. He makes me feel like those girl's that just make a fool of themselves in front of boys. Im not like this, what did I just do?