14. a bit intimate

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Chapter 14 -Anastasia’s POV- I lay on top of Alpha Aiden, frozen. I didn’t know what I should do or should say.  Sorry, I didn’t mean to throw myself onto you? Or, yes, I took the chance to pounce on you? Yeah, I was a slut. Perhaps the latter sounded cooler but neither of them I would adopt. It’s… silly. He didn’t react to the fall at first. He laid down there frozen too. His blue sea of eyes were so crystal clear that I could see myself in them. I suddenly felt shameful because I dove in the blue sea. I felt like a stranger who came in without the owner’s permission. I was about to get up when Alpha Aiden suddenly rolled over and got on top of me, pinning me under him.   “Wait,” I said, “What are you….” I stopped when he used the same move I used before.  Block my words with his lips. I tried to push him but he didn’t move at all. Instead, he grabbed my chin, pulling my lips closer to his and crushing himself on me. For a moment, I felt I would be killed by him by kissing. How stupid I would be if I died because of this? My head was spinning when he took away all the oxygen in my mouth and narrowed my way to breathe in with my nose. I held my breath and couldn’t breathe without my mouth open. He blocked it and even stuck his tongue out into it, flirting with mine. “Go…away…,” I managed to say when his upper body moved a bit but he quickly pressed his lips against mine again. I could feel he was outlining my lips with his tongue and he sucked them hard. I guessed my lips would be swollen up once he stopped. But would he stop? I doubted it. His fingers deep in my hair, he grabbed it and combed it with his flexible fingers. My heart skipped a beat. Why was he combing my hair? It was a bit intimate…. The air became hotter and moister. I could feel Alpha Aiden’s every move and every breath, and he had deep breaths. Almost like he was panting, gagging for it. They echoed in my ears when he kissed me hard.  I felt stiff and couldn’t move, but he touched me with the other hand. But all of a sudden, he stopped groping and buried his head in my neck, smelling my scent. I could hear his deep breath in my ears. I had a feeling that he was addicted to smelling my scent. But why?  And why did he stop? Wait, I should be happy he stopped kissing rather than ask why. “The answer is so simple…” Amy popped out, “You know…”  “SHUT UP!” I blocked her out as my face turned hotter the moment she spoke. I knew she was going to say something dirty and it made me feel much more shamed.  “Sorry,” he whispered in my ears. Why would he say sorry? I was the one on top of him first. Maybe he mistook it as my invitation. Wait, did he take such a move as an invitation all the time? I didn’t expect my alpha to be a womaniser who accepted women’s invitations all the time… Stop, Anastaisa! He was your alpha and you should respect him! He was not any kids of boys you could unleash your imagination on! “I shouldn’t. Anyway, I am sorry.” He took a deep breath and got up. Then, he let out his right hand and looked down at me. The sunlight cascaded on him, leaving a perfect silhouette. Yeah, he was perfect. I shouldn’t think highly of myself.  We were not matched. Yes he was single for the moment but one day he would have his mate as our Luna. And I should bow my head in front of that woman and listen to their orders. My heart was wrung when such an idea popped into my head. I ignored his hand and stood up by myself. The scorching heat made me sweat all over, not to mention the dirt and leaves on my body. It seemed that I just rolled over in the mud while he looked as usual after he cleaned up the clothes.  I suddenly had the impulse to cry out on someone’s shoulders. But who would be the “someone” for me? I sighed and bowed my head. I didn’t dare to look into his eyes. “Alpha, I have to go.” To take a shower. “I said, call me—” “But rules are rules. I can’t call your name while others call you Alpha.” I bit my lips and told myself not to listen to him. He may have told other teenage girls to call him Aiden. Stop your daydream, Anastasia. He didn’t answer me so I walked to the packhouse and found my room according to what Ajax had told me before. Throwing myself onto the bed without caring if I messed up the blanket, I heard noises coming from outside. “Anastasia! Get out of here, b***h!” The scratching voice came really annoying. “I know you are inside! Get out!”  I sighed and had a guess before I walked slowly to the window and saw who it was. It was Stacy who yelled in order to see me. Why was she here? Why was she here? Wasn't she afraid of the possibility that her alpha may come out at any time? Or…she didn’t care about it. The alpha would never do anything to her. She had someone in her pocket while I didn’t. I sniffed as I looked out of the window. She lifted up her head and found me. “Anastasia.” She mouthed something that I could guess, “You are dead.” Oh, let’s wait and see, b***h. Suddenly my anger was coming at the verge of bursting out. “We will see.” I murmured as my hands were balled into fists.
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