(Dean POV)
Although last night's s*x with Lizzie was wonderful. I couldn't tell her my actual feelings or should I say regrets?
I guess she doesn't even have a clue how much I've missed our Dom/sub s*x ever since we got married and Holden became a part of her life too.
I have not been able to stop regretting the fact that I agreed to share her with Holden. Had I known, I wouldn't have agreed to this threesome relationship then.
Now, I am going to have to find a new sub, afterall I'm wealthy and ought to enjoy my life as I please, f**k ageing. We are mates, I still love her, like seriously I f*****g do, but I can't continue to deprive myself of my favorite s****l pleasure.
I know she's going to get hurt when she finds out. She's going to get the signs of her mate cheating on her. But
