The Vampire's Bounty Hunter

Chapter 2- Kim Freaks Out

Kim's Thoughts:

Okay. Okay. So not only am I wearing a royal vampire necklace. I am wearing a necklace that chooses the next queen. And I am the mate of Prince Matthew, a well-known vampire of his time. Yeah, no, not okay with this situation at all.

What am I supposed to do now? Why is all of this happening to me? What have I done in my past life to deserve this? I am just a normal bounty hunter. Why must this happen to me? I don't want this. I just want to find love the old-fashioned way, not with this supernatural mumbo jumbo. If I told anyone of the bounty hunters, they would kill me on the spot. I have to keep this to myself. I can not tell anyone, not even my best friends. I hate this! I want to just be normal without all the supernatural stuff. Ugh, I want to just scream. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! WHY DOES MY LIFE HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATED?! WHY COULDN'T MY PARENTS JUST GO AFTER A NON-ROYAL VAMPIRE FAMILY?! NOW I'M STUCK WITH THE CONSEQUENCES OF THEIR ACTIONS! Why did they have to go after the royal vampire family? Why didn't they go after a commoner or some less-known creature that wouldn't come back and bite them in the butt? Now that I think about it, Matthew is kinda hot. I wouldn't mind being in a relationship with him. He could be the man I was looking for. I wish he stayed so I could answer him and tell him that I would accept him as long as we don't tell the council of elders that we're mates. But I always had rotten luck when it came to men, so I'm not entirely hopeful. I want this to work, but I don't want my heart to be broken again. God, I wish I wasn't a virgin. I want him to love me for me. I know he's strong, powerful, handsome, a vampire, and very royal and rough around the edges. What's not to like? I hope he likes a good old home-cooked meal. Why must all the bad boys look so hot, though? Why can't my life be less complicated? Why can't I just be left alone to figure things out for myself? What did I do in my past life to deserve this? Now I have to investigate all the things my parents did as mercenaries. Why would they go after a royal family? What were they offered if they succeeded or failed? How long were they planning on keeping this from me? I mean, I would've figured it out eventually.

Why keep this a secret from me in the first place? Who in their right mind would attack a royal family without being punished later? I mean, come on, what could be great about attacking someone in their sleep? Why would anyone attack the royal family?! How did my life come to be like this where I am collateral for the attack that happened years ago? Okay. Okay. Yeah, I'm still not okay with this situation at all. I just want to climb into my bed now and cry myself to sleep for a decade. No, I want to build a time machine and go back and tell my parents that attacking the royal family of vampires is a very stupid idea, and whoever came up with it needs to shoot themselves for even thinking about it. I need to just calm down and think of anything else that won't upset me or make me feel very inadequate in general. Speaking of inadequacy, I feel like I'm going to have to compete with other girls who are prettier than me for Matthew's attention. Why am I still thinking about him? Okay, all I have to do is stop thinking altogether. Yeah, that's easier said than done. Okay, I am going to stop thinking right now. Yeah no not gonna stop thinking about this, it's too much. Why is my life like this? Why is everything so complicated to even think about comprehending that I am unable to comprehend my lifestyle? For f**k sake please let me be who I am meant not who I'm not meant to be. My life is so f****d up that it's not even funny. Why did he have to be the Prince of the Vampires and not some regular human prince?