*Raya*
Okay so I'm supposed to be sleeping right ? Yes but it's easier said than done … my mind keeps pushing thoughts on me, and also Zay’s warm body is right next to me. Having to chose between him and the sad thoughts I turn on my side, and I can't help letting my fingers play with the dark hairs on his chest.
I try to keep my brain under control, right now my brain is on wild rabbit trails, ideas and thoughts running in all directions, what is happening here? Why are people hating me ? Can’t they see that Emilie is okay with it … Do they think she is lying ? And who is it who wants Zay dead ? Osayr had suggested it could be Emilie but I can’t believe that.
I try to turn off my mind, don't think too much about it all, enjoy what you have, you don't know when he's gone again, this is
