3 days later *Raya* I am sitting on a bench outside, reading as I am waiting for Zay to finish with some meeting. He said he would pick me up when he was done, and we could go train together. To be honest, the last couple of days have been slightly stressful for me and I am looking forward to getting some of it out through a good workout. I can’t help but hear the whispers, and notice how people often stop talking when I enter a room. Zay is no doubt aware that there is something brewing, but I do not want to upset him, so I haven’t told him about any of the things I have heard. To be honest I could easily handle those bitches and haters, but I do not want to cause Zay problems, and I do not want to put myself in a bad light in everyone else's eyes … I need to control my anger and sim

