Forever

Chapter 2

West

    Too often do I let myself wonder in words, but only for her. I'm no lover, but I love her. How do I get her attention? Oh but it’s no use with that army around her. Hidden in deep thought not thinking of any reason not to sketch her in the finest detail. “When you're done with that may I have it?” It takes me a fine moment to realize the softest smell of rosemary and that icy touch on hand. Damn caught “only if i can read something in that notebook of yours.” I ask expecting her to say no. “that’s fine, as long as you don’t run or laugh” “promise” 

Kandie

    He’s super sweet. I just can’t imagine how he can do it with all that pain running through his veins.

West

I can’t believe I just got caught sketching her, but I’m kinda glad, cause I feel like it just opened up a bunch of doors for us.

Kandie

“” sweet defined, heart of ice, because love’s not trusted. Maybe it hurts too bad, but he hasn’t met me. Maybe he could give me a chance, Maybe if he gave me a chance I could show him how to love, how he should be loved.””  “who’s this about” “if i told you, don’t freak out.”  “No okay maybe if its about me” 

    I stay silent and he figures it out.

“Is it really about me?” “Yes and I'm sorry I should have told you” “How long have you felt this way about me?” “A long time I was just too shy to tell you” “what changed?” “ I don’t really know.” 

    He just walks away, and I feel the overwhelming feeling of the past repeating itself. I cant let him walk away, I cant let it happen again, the cycle needs to stop.