Rejection and adversity can upgrade your life because they push you, challenge you, and make you rise up to another level.”
Humna p.o.v
" Why! WHY ! WHY ! WHY " I cried, throwing all the stuff to catch my hand .
I felt uncontrollable anger, fear, and helplessness .
I don't know what's hurting me more that he doesn't think of me in that way or just like Asad he is still in love with Rumaisa while I am drowning with embarrassment .
" Why did I have to imagine him as my prince charming " I grab my hair frustrated , I don't want to go through another rejection again it's painful .
I look at my reflection in the mirror ….
" It's all because of you .." I spat bitterly pointing at myself .
" I shouldn't have such big dreams … it never happens in real life .. never " I cried like a child .
'' no " I wipe my tears " it's because of that i***t Humza who led me into thinking that he likes me "
I clench the sheet on my fist angrily .
Few days later
Granny and I have been spending lots of time since my break down and about Humza. I am ignoring his existence but the fact that he didn't even notice makes my blood boil .
" No no dear.." Granny stops me from putting more spice on the food she is making for Humza .
" But why ??" I question " I mean it's just a few sprinkles ??"
" He doesn't like spicy food at all, " she said as I shrugged nonchalantly . Like I care ….
The moment granny left , I took a peri peri masala " hottest spicy food challenge " I read out loud with both raised eyebrows written in the packet .
Whatever as long as it gave him a taste of the reward of playing with my heart .
Suddenly another idea popped up in my mind like a light bulb and an evil smile appeared on my lips , rubbing my hand excitedly. I took a pomegranate juice and poured a full spoon of chilly , mixing it well .
I flip the packet aside
Little did I know that there was a warning in the back of the paper which I didn't read… one of the most dangerous chilly pepper used carefully
" Is it ready? " Granny came to take the tray but I quickly moved from her grasp .
" Don't worry I will give it to him " I volunteered .
Her eyebrows furrowed " are you sure ?"
" Yes of course , after all he is my husband " I spoke shyly then looked down fake blushing to look more real .
Someone should give me award
" Okay " she said unsure then proceeded to wash the dishes .
An evil smirk appears on my face as everything is going according to my plan .
I feel like some vamp in a dramatic soap opera .
Anyway I took the tray heading to his room , evil laugh all the way …. His room door was slightly open so kick it slowly, giving my body enough space to enter .
He was flipping through some files and his eyes were scanning those lines like some machine. He didn't even bother to look up until I snatched the papers from him. I heard a low growl . His eyes finally snap at my direction with a hint of anger but soon it softens when it adjusts on me .
His eyes dropped to the food then a me " hey " he said standing up then taking the tray from my hand .
I frown at his behaviour ….
Does he really have to be so polite ??? It would have been so easy to take revenge if he was previously bad Humza.
" Thank you '' he said before taking the files from my hand .
I bite my lips.,..... Am I doing right ??? I thought to myself .
" beside she is a kid who didn't even complete her high school and i***t, immature kids who has a long future ahead "
Turning on my heels I walked out of the room… " It's just a little spicy, not that I am trying to kill him, " I mutter while walking out but not far away from his room .
I peep slowly , much to my disappointment he was engross in his stupid paperwork but after some time , his eyes fell on the tray and with a tired sigh before pulling the tray near and started digging .
I don't know what bad crawls into my heart but instead of feeling ashamed of my behaviour . My lips spread uncontrollably in a grin .
Mission Accomplished
I came downstairs happily but something wasn't right . I thought after this stunt I would be satisfied but instead my heart started to feel restless .
Have I done something wrong???
" But it just a harmless prank " I whispered trying to defend myself
Suddenly I heard hurried footsteps making their way down the stairs grunting…
I turned to see Humza struggling in his steps badly , grabbing his hair with one hand into a tight fist , his face almost turning red and his eyes were glossy and red .
He looked like he was choking dangerously .
His eyes found mine and I was frozen to see his state , he looked horribly painful .
" Hu- Humna '' he breathed and tried to grasp my shoulder from afar for help .
Suddenly realisation dawned on me and I ran back to the kitchen , grabbing a cart of milk. I came running , he knelt on the floor with an open mouth and saliva dropping .
Ya Allah what have I done …..
" Drink this " I knelt beside him rubbing his back as tears started to threaten my eyes too.
He aggressively grabbed the cart and started gulping like he has been thirsty for years . Milk spilled from his jaw to shirt .
But it wasn't enough he threw away the cart " bri- brin" he breathed out " more " he couldn't even complete his sentence. I ran back to brink more cart but before I could his body fell unconsciously on the floor with a thud and I felt someone knocked the breath out of me .
" HUMZA …." I shouted at the top of my lungs, horrified .
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Okay…. Do you think what Humna did was wrong or horribly wrong ???