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Since I Stopped Loving You

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For five years, Juanita Cullen was the invisible wife. She was the quiet shadow in Damian Ballard’s hyper-corporate world, the placeholder who kept his bed warm while he looked past her, trapped in the memory of his glamorous, manipulative ex-fiancée, Dayana. Juanita tolerated the emotional neglect, believing that her quiet loyalty would eventually be enough to earn his heart.

Then came the night the world burned.

When an electrical fire rips through their luxury estate, Juanita wakes up choking on acrid smoke, pinned beneath a collapsing ceiling beam. Through the blinding haze, she sees Damian break through the flames. She reaches out a hand, silent, pleading, waiting for the man she loves to save her.

Instead, Damian lunges right past her. He scoops up his mistress’s dog, turns his back, and leaves his wife to die in the inferno.

Escaping the furnace on her own, covered in soot, blood, and the literal scars of his betrayal, Juanita experiences a sudden, freezing psychological shift. The desperate, love-starved wife dies in the ashes. In her place stands a woman completely wiped clean of emotion—detached, hyper-competent, and entirely unbothered.

When a horrified Damian realizes his fatal mistake, he expects tears, screaming, or a bitter divorce war. Instead, he faces something far worse: absolute indifference.

As Juanita systematically liquidates their marriage like a cold corporate merger and rises to power in her own right, Damian’s carefully ordered life begins to violently unravel. He didn't just lose a wife; he burned the only anchor he ever had. Now, he will spend the next hundred chapters desperately trying to buy back a soul that has already left the building.

But for Juanita, the fire didn't just destroy their home—it turned Damian Ballard into a complete stranger.

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Chapter 1: The Silence After the Storm
The iron gate of the detention center didn’t swing open; it shuddered against its frame, a heavy, metallic groan that vibrated through the soles of Juanita’s shoes. She stepped onto the cracked asphalt of the courtyard, carrying nothing but a clear plastic bag containing her shoelaces, her house keys, and a dead phone. The midday sun was blinding after seven days of gray concrete, forcing her eyes shut for a long, dragging breath. When she opened them, a sleek black Maybach was already cutting across the gravel lane, its tires biting hard into the dirt before coming to a dead stop inches from her knees. The driver’s side door stayed shut. From the rear, Damian stepped out. His charcoal suit was immaculate, the crisp lines of his lapels untouched by the heat, though the sharp, rapid stride he took toward her lacked his usual calculated symmetry. His brow was drawn tight, a small, tense knot forming between his eyes. "Juanita." He reached for her elbow, his fingers brushing the fabric of her oversized shirt before she shifted her weight, letting the plastic bag swing naturally between them. His hand hovered in the empty space. "Why didn't you call me? The precinct said you refused to give them a emergency contact." "They needed a family member's signature for the administrative release," Juanita said. Her voice lacked the raw edge of the holding cells; it was smooth, quiet, and perfectly level. "I told them I didn't have any." Damian’s jaw tightened, a small muscle twitching near his ear. "I am your husband." "The phone lines in the processing room only give you three minutes per dial." She looked past his shoulder at the tinted glass of the car. "I didn't want to waste the state's time on an implicit busy signal." "My phone was off for a reason." Damian took a half-step closer, his shadow completely blocking the sun from her face. The scent of his familiar cedar cologne mixed unpleasantly with the sour reek of the precinct laundry. "Dayana had an acute gastric episode. The emergency room at St. Jude’s was chaotic, and she couldn't handle the noise of the notifications. I shut it down so she could sleep." He waited. His chest rose and fell in a deliberate, heavy rhythm, his eyes scanning her face for the familiar flare of heat—the sudden tightening of her mouth, the sharp intake of breath that usually preceded a lecture on priorities. Juanita merely looked down at the plastic bag, untying the knot at the top to check if her wedding ring was still at the bottom of the pouch. It was, rolling loosely against a brass house key. "The doctor said it was stress-induced," Damian added, his voice dropping an octave, searching for a friction that wasn't appearing. "I'm sorry. If I had known it was a legal matter—" "It wasn't a legal matter. The dashcam footage cleared the collision path within two hours." She tied the plastic bag back together with a neat, double-loop knot. "The old man dropped before the bumper even touched his trousers. The detention was just standard protocol for an unverified identity without a local guarantor. The food wasn't terrible on Tuesday." Damian’s hand came down, his fingers locking around her wrist this time with enough pressure to halt her movement entirely. His palm was dry and hot. "Stop doing that." "Doing what?" "This." He searched her eyes, his own widening slightly as he found nothing but his own miniature reflection in her dark pupils. No tears, no anger, not even the practiced coldness of someone trying to punish him. It was simply vacant. "You're acting like a stranger who took the wrong turn into my car." Juanita let her wrist remain limp in his grip. She didn't pull back, nor did she lean into the warmth. "I’m tired, Damian. The steel bunks don't have mattresses." He let go slowly, his fingers trailing off her skin as if waiting for a reaction to the release. When none came, he turned and opened the rear door of the Maybach for her. The interior of the vehicle was cool, the climate control already humming at a precise twenty-two degrees. Juanita slid across the leather seat, resting her head against the window before the door clicked shut behind her. Damian entered from the other side, the wide bench seat ensuring a deliberate foot of space remained between them. The car pulled away from the curb, the heavy iron gates of the precinct fading into the rearview mirror. For ten miles, the only sound was the muted thrum of the tires against the highway. Damian kept his phone in his palm, the screen dark, his eyes fixed on the side of Juanita’s face. She hadn't looked at him since they left the courtyard; her gaze was pinned to the grey concrete barriers passing by outside. "The house is clean," Damian said, breaking the silence as they hit downtown traffic. "I had the staff change the linens in the primary suite. I thought you'd want to rest without the dogs around." "Snowball is still at the kennel?" "Dayana's apartment doesn't allow pets over twenty pounds. He's been at the vet clinic since Thursday." He paused, his thumb rubbing the edge of his phone casing. "She asked about you. When she realized why I was turning the car around this morning." Juanita didn't turn her head. "The corporate compliance office sent over the quarterly relocation metrics while I was inside. My security clearance was updated on the mainframe." Damian’s eyebrows knitted. "What metrics?" "The European desk." Her reflection in the glass didn't move as she spoke. "They needed the final logistical confirmation for the Brussels translation pool. I couldn't sign it from the holding cell, but the HR director processed the waiver under the emergency leave clause." The phone in Damian's hand vibrated, the sharp, aggressive buzz cutting through the artificial chill of the cabin. The name Dayana flashed in bright white text across the black glass. Damian didn't answer it. He pressed the volume rocker to mute the vibration, but he didn't look away from Juanita. "We agreed you'd take a sabbatical after the hospital discharge in May. The medical board said six months minimum before any overseas transitions." "The medical board was worried about hormonal fluctuations," Juanita said, her voice remaining perfectly conversational as she watched a delivery truck pass them on the right. "There are no fluctuations left. The chart is flat." The phone buzzed again. This time, the vibration was sustained—a secondary call overriding the first. Juanita reached over, her slender fingers touching the back of Damian’s hand for a fraction of a second, just long enough to guide his thumb toward the green accept icon. "Answer it, Damian. The driver can drop me at the corner of Third. I need to buy a new charger anyway."

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