Loving Imperfectly, Perfect

Am I His Mistress?

CHAPTER 6

Ciandre's POV

“I’m here to check on my future wife.”

Tsk, so the rumors are true that he’s getting a wife. Well, good for him but too bad for the lady. Though this man is undeniably gorgeous and hot but if I’m the girl, never would I thought of committing a long term relationship. For sure he’ll just broke every woman's heart. And that’s one of my greatest fear. To be detached from the person you were too attached.

I took a glance at him and his woman and I saw them walking in one of the cottages. Well, they look good together, they have a perfect chemistry and they can be a good match. Tsk, the hell I care with them. I saw a little boy walking with a ball on his hand. He’s alone so I decided to approach him.

“Hi, little buddy.”

“Who are you?”

Ohh, that’s rude, boy. I ignore his statement and smile at him.

“Why are you alone? Do you want to play with me?”

I saw how his eyes twinkle but then a sad expression was plastered right away. So I talk to him again.

“You know, I am free. We can play together.”

“Really? But nobody wants me. And I can’t play with anybody because every time I did, I always end up ruining their lives. Maybe I have a curse.”

He’s saying that as if he’s really sure. And it breaks my heart to see this little boy carrying the burden. I feel his loneliness so I hug him. And I felt that he hug me back. I smiled at myself, now I know the feeling of hugging a little brother. When I stop embracing him, he look at my eyes and I saw confusion in it.

“Sister, why are your eyes were different from me?”

“What do you mean different? “

“Mine's brown but yours is blue like an ocean. Do you put colors in it?”

I smiled at him. He’s really cute.

“No little buddy, it’s natural. Your eyes are beautiful, too.”

He stayed silent but he’s starting at my eyes. I started back at this little boy and I can see how his expression change from being interested to being lonely. I hold his hands and I was about to walk with him in this shore when a woman approach us.

“ Adrian, I told you to stay away from strangers. You don’t know them.”

So Adrian is the little boy's name. He grabbed Adrian's hand and took him away from me. Adrian gives me one last look and I just nod at him. Well, even if I feel like I was being betrayed by my parents but still I am lucky to have a parents who adore me and treat me well. Maybe I am still lucky in some aspects of my life.

“Drowning in the depths of your thoughts?”

I don’t need to look behind to know the owner of that voice. It’s him again. I ignore him and sat on the sand comfortably while watching the blue sky.

“ You know, you can talk to me when you want someone to talk to.”

Tsk, distraction. I stayed silent but I felt him right beside me. So I look at him and raise my eyebrow. He just give me a smirk. What is he doing here, I thought he’s here to check his future wife. I don’t want to see myself being slapped by his fiancee, duhh. Nobody wants that.

“Seems like you’re confused.”

“You know what Mr. Young, I’m here to enjoy and not to gossip So, you’d better get back to your future wife.”

I rolled my eyes when I heard him softly laughing. What’s wrong with this man. I look at him and I saw him smirking at me.

“Jealous? Haha, don’t worry you’ll have yours, soon.”

“To hell with men, I want to rule my life and I can stand without men. So you’d better stop talking to me.”

“Hmmm, really. If that’s what you want.”

I felt him walking away from me so I stand and went back to the villa. And when I arrived all of my friends were all dressed up. I can tell that they’re excited for the dinner. Well, who wouldn’t be.

“Ciandre, my gosh prepare yourself and we’ll get a good dinner then a night swimming.”

Thylene keeps on laughing in the other corner of the room. I wonder what’s happening that she really did enjoy the moment. I went straight to my luggage and get the things I needed. I took a quick shower and applied a minimal make up. When I’m about to put my eye liner I stared at my eyes for a moment appreciating the color of my eye. No wonder the little boy was fascinated by how it looks like. One of my favorite part of my face is my eyes. If you really knew me, you could read the real emotions in my eyes. I may lie through words, but my eyes doesn’t know how to deny.

“Ciandre, let’s go.”

“Wait a moment.”

I check my reflection for the last time. Messy bun, floral off shoulder partnered with white shorts, not bad. Beside we’re just having dinner.

“Gosh, Ciandre! Let’s go!”

“Im here, Thylene. Let’s go.”

“Girl, you’re still seventeen, right?”

“Yes, why?”

“Girl, you don’t look like seventeen. You’re such a hottie babe.”

I smile at her. I actually don’t know what to react. Really, I don’t look like my age. Maybe, because I’m taller compared to those women of my age.

When we arrive in the reception, I can’t form a word to describe how nice the set up is. First thing I noticed is that, the place is celestial themed. It’s like we’re taken to the outside world. Next thing I appreciate is the soft music coming from a piano played by a handsome guy placed on a mini stage.

“Ciandre, come on lets take a picture.”

“Girl, I would recommend this place to my sister. She love this kind of set up. So romantic.

“Yeah, I thought it’s for couples only.”

My friends we’re also fascinated with the view. We took a lot of picture then we settled ourselves for a dinner.

I’m excited to taste the foods here. I wonder what they served.

“ What are we going to have for our dinner, Landon. It’s your treat, so you’d better make it unforgettable.”

Cassandra tries to pull some joke and I think it’s effective cause everyone started laughing.

“Cassy, you don’t have to remind me. I’m the most generous friend you’ll ever knew.”

Landon smirked at her. Oh, that look. There must be something with this two.

And true to Landon's word, we enjoyed the food as much as we enjoy the ambiance of this place. We ate a lot and Kyle started to pour our wine glasses. We have a good time drinking. After an hour we decided to have our night swimming.

“Ciandre, you can’t swim without taking your tank top? Girl put that beside mine and have a good time here.”

Thylene is shouting on the pool. I surveyed the whole place and there are lots of couples in there. Maybe no one would recognize me. I’m just a little concerned that I will be seen on TV with an idiotic headlines.

I dive right away the moment I took my tank top. I was left with red two piece. When I reach my friends, they were giggling while looking behind me. I smiled at them and motioned them to tell me what they’re looking at.

“Gosh girl, Mr. Professor's hot as hell.”

“Those abs, yum. “

I look behind me and there, I saw Mr. Arrogant walking confidently on his board shorts and flexing his well toned body. I look around and all eyes were fixed on him. I stared at him and appreciate the view. I can’t believe that I’m this man is living with the same roof as mine. He sat on the edge of the pool and I saw three women approach him.

“Girl, that women must be so lucky that they could get to flirt with him.”

“Thylene, you can flirt with him too, if you want to be kicked out in his University.”

My friends started to laugh. I glance at him for a second and I was disgusted to see him kissing a woman. Maybe that’s his fiancee, and most importantly it’s none of my business.

After two hours of swimming, we decided to went back to our villas. I am shaking cause I felt really cold. It’s my first time doing this. We have our own swimming pool but I didn’t have an interest to have a night swimming.

I put on a robe and I’m about to pick my tank top when someone grab it. I blink several times when I saw Mr. Arrogant grabbing my wrist and taking me to the dark part of the pool. My heart started beating fast and I wonder what he’s doing.

“Let go of me, sir.”

“Sorry, but I need to take you home before your father knew your shits. He’s calling me and I told him that you’ll be home in an hour. So let’s drive home.”

I was really mad upon hearing his statement. How can he this a s**t? He’s a d**k.

“May I just remind you, you’re not my guard. So you’re not obliged to comply anything to my dad. And excuse me, my friends are waiting for me.”

“I don’t have time to deal with your stupidity. Now, pack your things and I’ll wait for you. That’s final.”

I end up crying in anger. I made an alibi to my friends that my parents would pick me up. And they agreed.

I immediately slammed the door when I get in his car. He looked at me annoyed and I did the same. It would be better to sleep the whole ride.

“Wake up”

“Hmm”

“We’re here. Wake up or I’ll let you sleep in here?”

I opened my eyes when I heard an angry voice. And I saw him looking at me angrily.

I lazily grab my things and headed my way to the elevator. I pressed the button immediately without waiting him. And I celebrate like I just won when I’m already in my unit. Good for him, he’s acting like a father. Well, he’s an old guy no wonder. I locked the door purposely so he can’t get in. I went directly to my bathroom and took a quick shower, then do my night routine. I’m just wearing a robe when I get out from the bathroom. I am humming while applying lotion on my legs when my door suddenly opened. I was terrified for a moment but Mr. Arrogant greeted my terrified face. What is he doing here?

I ignore him but he eventually grab my waist forcing me to stand. I don’t know what he’s doing but he stared at me. We even have a staring contest but all I can see is anger in his eyes. I know his mad but I don’t care. I pushed him but he’s too strong. The more I pushed him, the more he holds me tighter. So I let him stare at me and I can’t help but to adore every inch of his face. I blink when I can almost hear my heart’s beat. I started to feel weak. I feel like I’m an ice cream melting from the intensity of his stares. I can’t take the strange emotions I’m feeling so I did shut my eyes to inhale cause I feel like I’m running out of oxygen in my lungs.

But when I opened my eyes, his face is an inch away from mine and he’s starting my lips now. I parted my lips in shock. I wanted to protest but I just can’t I never feel this weak in my whole life. I once again close my eyes and the next thing I knew his kissing me.

I am shaking because I don’t know what to do. He kisses me aggressively I can tell that his kiss reflect his emotions. I haven’t kissed before but I did watch some erotic movie. I try to move my lips in response to his aggressiveness. But he stop for a moment so I started to feel the embarrassment. When I’m about to pushed him, he angled his face right below my ears and I feel like thousands of hands tickle my belly.

“Ms. delos Reyes, don’t test my patience. Because when I’m mad, you’ll taste my sweetest revenge.”

He even licked my ear and whisper seductively which made me even weaker. Now, I know why those students are willing to have a night stand with him. I am willing to lose my virginity, too. I was about to give my everything when he stop licking my ear.

His kisses travels down to my neck and now I can feel him slightly sucking it. Strange emotions enveloped my system and I don’t know what to do.

“Sky”

I called him so I can tell him to stop but I was too stunned to hear the sound I made. I can’t even recognize my own voice. It was more like a moan that escape from my mouth.

“Hmmm, you want more?”

He even lowered down his kisses after he utters those words. I grabbed a handful of his hair to let him stop but he even become aggressive. When I felt his hand travels from my belly to my right boob, I arch my back because of too much pleasure. I opened my eyes when he stop what he’s doing. Our eyes meet and I can see the desire in his eyes. Raw lust maybe evident in my face but I don’t care anymore. I was about to urge him to do further when I saw him smirking at me. By then, I was taken a back to the reality. I pushed him out of embarrassment. I jumped to my bed and roll over but my decision was too bad because I had exposed the most private part of my body as I was just wearing a bathrobe alone. I don’t know if he see it but I immediately grabbed the blanket to cover my body.

“Next time, don’t pissed me off or else…”

I stared at him, he’s still smirking and I’m waiting for him to finished his sentence.

“Good night, little girl.”

That’s all? After he made me taste how it’s like to be kissed he’ll just get out of my room?

Oh, god. Why? Do you want more? My subconscious mind ask me and so I slapped my face. Heck, I feel uncomfortable down there and I touch it only to know that I’m dripping wet. What the heck? My embarrassment is at it’s highest level.

How can I sleep now? If I can, how should I face him tomorrow? But wait, why did he kissed me when he I saw him kissing other woman a while ago? Does that mean, I’m a mistress? What the heck!