Virus in my Head

BAD FRIEND Why isn't anybody staying by my side? Am I not enough? It may be cliché as it sounds, still, I can't help but to always ask. What's wrong with me, really? Why is it so easy for them to forget me? Why is it so easy for them to ignore and cut ties with me? Am I a bad friend? These thoughts keep bugging me when I am here trying to be happy. These thoughts keep nagging at me. Like a parasite that keeps me from forgetting them too, the way they did to me. I also want to forget them. I want to stop crying for them. Longing for them when they don't even think the slightest of me. But maybe I am as bad as they are. As I also don't know if they are the ones that I miss.... Or the memories that we had... P.S. I really don't have anything to say to you guys. I don't even know if someone's reading this. I don't have enough care for that. It's just that to be able to publish this chapter, it must exceed 200 words. Ridiculous, I know. Well I can't really complain 'bout that because I am just using their platform for voicing the loneliness I feel inside HAHAHAHAHA. So this is it all ˘ ε˘