My possessive mafia's love

CASSANDRA "You're a curse to this family!"my own father yelled I felt like there's thousands of needles that striked on my heart at my own father's words Why can't I be happy?why does my life need to be like this?what did I do? "Dad I didn't do a-nything.." tears scaped in my eyes as I remembered all of my memories with my brother "Don't you dare call me dad! I disgrace you!I don't have a daughter that only brings curses in MY family!!WHAT KIND OF DAUGHTER ARE YOU!!" "WHAT KIND OF DAUGHTER I AM?!!What did I do for you to treat me like this?!I'm doing everything you want!I even gave myself to a man that I don't love!!I did everything for you and our family!but why can't you still accept me as your daughter?!YOU kno everything that is happening to me! but you even didn't do anything about it!!WHAT KIND OF FATHER ARE YOU!!" A loud 'pak' echoed in the living room when my father's palm roughly landed on my right cheek I tasted something in my lips, something that I always taste,I carefully moved my hand and touched the edge of my lips,and I carefully looked at the red liquid, blood, my down lip is now bleeding "HOW DARE YOU!!GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!GET OUT!!" "No no dad..I am sorry,I'm really sorrt dad..please don't..I won't do it again dad.." tears continued flooding down to my cheeks as I kneel infront of my father "I had have enough of your sorries Cassandra,from now on,you're not gonna bring anymore trouble in this house" he tightly gripped my arm and pulled me all the way through the door "Dad please I'm sorry,dad.."he harshly pushed me out of the door,making my knees land on the ground "Don't you ever comeback in this house,you will never be my daughter, NOW GET OUT OF MY SIGHT!!" He harshly closed the door,making me whimper even more,I have never feel this so much pain,not just physically,mentally but also emotionally Why does it seems like everybody on this world hate me?why?what did I di for them to hate me? "Ma'am,I am sorry but you need to leave" our head of security grabbed my arm "No,please I'm staying here,please.." I continued begging,but it was too late, I'm already outside the gate "I'm sorry ma'am,but this is an order from your father" with that,our head of security locked the gate That hit me..m-my own father..really cast me out of our house..our home... The home I grew up with,the house with all of my memories in it,our memories in it "You know my little sister,ate will always be here for you if you need anything okey,I will always be here to support you and to love you okey,so stop crying,today maybe a bad day,but tomorrow,everything will be okey" That's the day when I broke my science project that I really worked on really hard,that's the day when she comforted me,that's the day before her birthday,that the day before she died. "You know li'l sis,you will always be my sweet little sister,don't mind them, don't mind all that pain,scream it out, and after that,you will feel A OK" That's the day when my sister accused me on stealing his boyfriend from her,and that's the day she slapped me, but ny brother helped me,he protected me That's the day before we got into an accident,this is my fault,this is all my fault Dad is right,I am really a curse, everyone I love dies,everyone that us important to me dies.. I don't deserve to be loved..I don't deserve to love..I will never love again,I shall never love again • • • • • ——————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————————— Please stay with me:( VOTE COMMENT