
He step towards me and I stepped back only to bump into the cabinet behind me. "I'm sorry, Nora... please look at me." Charlie pleaded. I couldn't look at him. He said hurtful things after ignoring me for weeks and I knew as soon as I looked into those deep brown eyes all would be forgotten. I can't allow myself to keep doing this... falling at his feet with every apology. He cups my face and brings it to face him. I look down, I can't make eye contact... I just can't. "Nora.." he pleaded the sound of his voice had my heart leap and my eyes settled on his without even a thought. "I'm sorry sweetheart. I didn't mean to say that. I was frustrated with things and I just blew up." I look at him for a while and give him a tight smile. " I'd like to pretend it never happened and we can keep going the way we were, ignoring each others existence. " "There is no ignoring you , Nora." he runs a frustrated hand threw his hair."I've tried but your all I think about... the only one who gets me!" Next thing I know he's kissing me and like it's my second nature my arms wrap around him, my hands in his hair.. kissing him back. His hands slid down to my butt, he grabs ahold and pulls me up, wrapping my legs around him. I feel his fingers slip under my shirt.. touching my skin...and just like that the bell rang and brought me to my senses. I push him away ."Charlie, stop!" I said. He gently set me down and stepped back. He had a look on his face... I'm not sure if he was confused or disgusted at what just happened. Didn't matter. I needed to get to class and as far away from his as possible. I push past him and head to my locker. when I reach my locker my friends Meagan and Mike are waiting for me. Meagan give me a look like she knows something is up and a pointed look that we will talk about it later Mike pulls me into a hug and kisses the top of my head. I grab my books and we walk together to our first class, with Mike's arm around me and I can't help but look up when I see Charlie out of the corner of my eye. We make eye contact just before he wraps his arms around Becky and he kisses her like he kissed me not even 5 minutes ago never taking his eyes off of me. I feel nauseous and heartbroken.I look away from him, how can I be so stupid. I take a deep breath and ask my friends about what they are doing tonight after the game hoping no one saw how him kissing her affected me. Charlies is a player. I never understood how girls let themselves be used by guys like him, but now I know. They make you feel special, different. You don't even realize you fell for it before its too late and then you look like an i***t. I needed to stay away from Charlie Mayfield, I obviously couldn't trust myself with him.

