Note: Please read chapter: Not The Same Way before reading this chapter so that there won't be any confusion. Sorry for the mess up!❤️ Emily's POV I know that he is right. I know that I don't love him that way. But if I admit that aloud, I will lose him forever. "It's okay to admit the truth. It is okay to say it." "Mark..." "Deep, deep down, I knew it too. But my hope blinded me." "You say it like I never loved you, because I do. I care for you more than anyone else. You are my best friend, my first friend. You have always been there for me since the beginning. How can I not love?" My eyes brim with tears, but I don't let them fall. "I was so scared to admit it to myself, Mark. Because we were okay, and once I admit it to myself, then it is the truth, and I lose you." "Em.." "I kn

