HIS TRUE SELF (DO YOU STILL TRUST ME?)

03:22 the alarm clock said. You sighed deeply. He was still not home. But after all, you were not surprised. It was nothing new. He would come home late, covered in bruises or blood, crawling under the covers next to you when you would be alredy sleeping and would have alredy left when you woke up. Everytime when you would ask him what's this all about, he would just say you should not worry about him. Needless to say that you still did. You were worried sick. But since you trusted him, you never started to fight with him about it, you just accepted it. Accepted him, This whole thing had been since one year. And now that you laid there you didn't know how long you could still handle it. It was always the same questions running through your mind. What is he doing right now? When will he come home? Will he come home? Will he come home injured again? Is he cheating? Why is he not telling me what he's doing? No matter how much you loved him, the worries build up in you and got you sick. Not only mental but also physically. You couldn't handle it anymore. You turned on the light and grabbed your phone. It was a sure thing that he wouldn't pick up now, but you still tried it. Like every night. No answer. Thinking of what you could do now, you just saw one option. And altough it was 3am, you knew you could always call him. You knew that he had a chance to knew what was up with Hyunjin. "Y/n? Why are you still awake?" he asked as soon as he picked up. "I could ask you the same", you mumbled and continued talking, "Can I come over?" "Well actually..." "Please", you cut him off, I can't do this anymore, Felix" Felix sighed. "Just drive carefully" "Thank you", you said and hung up. Grabbing your jacket and putting on some shoes, you hopped in your car and started to drive. Why you called Felix? He was both yours and Hyunjin's best friend. When you got together with Hyunjin, he introduced you to him after a while. Everytime Hyunjin wouldn't come home or you'd just need to talk, he would be there for you. But there was one thing that was really wondering you about him. He was never surprised when you told him about Hyunjins absences or how he would come home covered in bruises: He never accused him of cheating. It was like... he would know what was up with Hyunjin. Like he would know the truth. So now you would try to get him talking. At all costs. Arriving about 10 mins later at his house, you got out of your car and knocked on his door. The moment he opened the door, you hugged him tight. It was good to have someone who was always there for you and would listen to you. When you pulled away from him and looked at him under the light, you froze in pace He was also heavily bruised in his face. Just like Hyunjin used to be.