DESTINED (Camren Fanfiction)

“Hi my name is Lauren Jauregui, My Hobbies are, Guitar, Video Games and Making music” I said in front of the most unfamiliar faces. “Thank you Lauren, Next?” As the introduce yourself was ongoing I sat on my seat beside a window. I came from public school where things are different in this kind of institution. I encountered many types of students. students like “Bad boys” “the alcoholics” “the school girl and boy” “the naturally stupid” and many more. but in this institution. their are “Rich kids” “Holy Kids” “Academically aimed” “and the Hard Headed” which is typical for a private school. “okay class since we have met, open your text books at page 7” the teacher ordered “do you have an extra pen?” My seat mate asked. my seat mate is non other than my 7 year best friend Normani. we have been classmates since Junior High school in the same public school. we majored in Arts. she has been with me ever since “dude first day of school, are being serious right now?” I said “whaatt? I forgot okay lo? i only brought my hand bag, no one told me about lessons today” its because in our previous school lessons usually starts on the next day so I handed her one. “Finally” i said under my breath after 8 hours of school. I was walking across the street and stopped on my steps. A familiar black mini van passed by and the driver and the other seater looked at me with dark and angry eyes. those people are non other than my ex’s family. I had a bad history with my ex. She was 14 and I was 16 we were kids with no guidance. apparently fell in-love lasted a year. but through that year we have went through too much. like when my ex fled from her family and hid from them. she did that because we got caught having a relationship. apparently they didn’t want that. they called and disturbed me everything was a mess. till one day they went to my house threatening the hell out of me to show them where their daughter is, I didn’t know. I had no Idea where she was. I went through depression and anxiety. the fear of having to see and talk to them to me like that drove me insane. on April 2 2019 I attempted to commit suicide beside or school. everything was a mess but I’m glad me and my family got over it. “was that Keanna’s parents?” “I’m afraid so” “let them be lo. you’re all better now” I didn’t take that break up lightly. i turned into this bad ass chick who would play with other bisexual girl’s hearts. Normani was fully aware of this and she let me be because she knows how hurt and confused I am. as long as I don’t take things too far. 3 MONTHS LATER it is now September 1. through out the months 1 girl caught my attention, she is part of the varsity Volleyball team, she is tall, the most beautiful girl I have seen in campus and the most outgoing and jolly and just hyper energetic. she was seat mate because we had to re arrange. Her name is Haley. “Lets be partners Lauren” she said with bright and beautiful eyes. You see, Halsey isn’t so bright. she is low on IQ but she has the looks. I would let her copy all my work just to be so close to her. she holds my hand hugs and kisses me damn this girl probably don’t know I’m Bisexual and taking these actions differently in my head PE is not and will never be my favorite subject. it requires so much running and activities that just tires me. but i love it every-time we do these things because we can go outside and I can get the access to meet new girls. forgive the idea I am heartbroken and just want to mingle to forget things. we were grouped for basketball. I know how to play basketball because most of my cousins are boys and every time they’re missing a player they would ask me, since they know I am masculine when I move. so they taught me everything I know about the sport I ran and I ran with the ball on my left hand and backed up preparing to shoot. “GO LAUREN” I was out of focus and didn’t make the shot. I shrugged and was dissatisfied. I was then ordered to sit on the bench. “You did good!” Halsey said “I missed” “ I know but you looked hot with your pose” she then mocked me we both laughed and suddenly she just sat on the bench that is below me and guided my hand for a cuddle. My heart was pounding I didn’t know how to react so I sat there so still while still shaking like a leaf. I think I’m in love. i said to myself but this girl? I can never get tis girl. she’s the girl everyone wants. she’s too perfect and I’m too damaged and confused.