Tyler I stood up from my desk in my home office and hit it. Damn it, she always got admired by the good guys. I am not a good guy, and I don't even think I am good enough for her. She is so pretty, sexy, hot and smart, so perfect. When I thought I had the chance, she was asked on a date. And she said yes, damn the guy and damn her too. I thought if I told her how I felt, she might reject me. Troy and Jake kept on telling me, she liked me too, but I beg to differ. I wanted to really kiss her yesterday night, when we were watching a movie. I was still happy a little since we cuddled, but that's not what I wanted. I want her in my arms always. I want her underneath me... Screaming my name... Begging me to give it to her... Raise my kids up with her... Loving her, and she returning

