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By the end of the session, I felt a strange mix of relief and nervousness. The psychologist's advice was clear. I needed to confront my past and open myself up to the possibility of a future with Zayn. She recommended I get a brain scan to further understand the memory issues.
As I left her office, I felt a newfound determination. It was time to take control of my life, to heal from my past and build a future where I could truly be happy. And perhaps, just perhaps, that future could include Zayn.
I decided to follow the psychologist's advice. The next morning, I made an appointment with a neurologist. I had to know what was behind the fog in my mind. The thought of discovering the truth both excited and terrified me. What if the hidden memory was something I couldn't handle?
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