I... Am Human..

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----- Time lapse of 8 months ------------- In these 8 months Carter tried his best to talk to Mae but all she did was humiliate him with her words and tell him to leave and blame him for her wolf going away. ***ONE DAY IN 2ND MONTH WHEN CARTER CAME TO VISIT MAE*** Carter : Hey.  Mae : What hell are you here for ?  Carter : For you love.  I have no issues even if your wolf left you, I don't care you are human or a werewolf. I just cares for you. I love you, not anyone else. Mae : Oh sure you do. Just because of you my wolf left me. You was having s*x with someone else and I had an argument with my wolf about that. I just hate you Carter Grey. All you ever did to me was made me lose people and pain to me. First my father, then my wolf. I just never wants to get back to you and please just stop coming here and just go f**k some other chick. I don't give a damn about what you do now. All I had was pain because of you. Carter : Love that's not true I know I did had s*x with another girl and you became jealous of it and angry due to it, but I had told you many times I had lots of drinks and wasn't even here. I was in another pack and was hell high drunk, that was a mere bar girl and she tricked me being my mate and had s*x just to get good lumps of money. That's all love. Mae : I'm not buying those words of yours Carter. Just get lost, and never come back. Carter : Love please , I'm an Alpha and the behavior you do is unacceptable to my chair. People of our pack and other pack are now thinking that I ain't capable of being an Alpha when I keeps on begging you to come back. People of other pack wants to get into war as they think the Alpha is weak. Love please that's not good for our pack. Mae : Humph !! First  you wasn't a capable and good mate and now you can't even be a capable Alpha. I pray for pack to get themselves a worthy Alpha. Not a piece of dung like you.  Carter : Enough Mae. Just enough I'll prove my pack that I'M THE ALPHA AND ABOUT YOU, ENJOY THIS IS LAST OF ME YOU ARE SEEING. GOOD BYE. --------- 4 months of separation--------- There held a war between Red Cliff pack and a far and most powerful pack of there East side Moon White Pack just to prove Carter as an unworthy Alpha, the Alpha of Moon White attacked them and gave a good competition to them. Luckily, Storm and Carter were angry enough to prove their worth that it took a few weeks of war but Carter won and proved his worth to his pack and the pack members accepted that it's okay if they don't get a luna if it means the Alpha had to beg more. Though Carter's mother wanted him to do anything in his power to get Mae back but now Carter had his self respect as priority and kept it above Mae. Which pack members happily accepted and respected. Pack members too were hurt by the behaviour of Katie none of them ever tried to talk to her, not even the orphans.  Carter again started going to meet orphans in his free time and also to the cliff where he took Mae the first time she took her wolf for in front of him. And all he did was diving himself in his work for 16 hours a day. He practised , then breakfast then going to the fields and he even started helping warriors and switched the duties of guarding the lines. He even started giving more time to orphans and to his mother. He started punishing himself for letting Mae go. Although he thought keeping his self respect was right but he still misses her but by the time he made himself  that he started taking sleep of only 4 hours and the rest of the time he is doing something or other, training mostly. He practiced every possible task and training and mastered them by his skills. Now he is only a werewolf. He stopped smiling and became completely ruthless, only with orphans  he was still calm, else now none Alpha could dare to look at his territory. he became a nightmare to the rouges. He splitted the neck into two of any rouge who would ever attack to his field. No questions asked.    ----------------Mae's POV------------ It's been 8 month since Rain left me and all I could think was ways to get my wolf back. Irony is I wanted her to leave and now that she left I want her to comeback. The day gone in thinking and I decided to visit pack house tomorrow. I know I'm being greedy and just to know about what's happening and that me and Carter are no more mates or is it really a joke by Rain. I still can't forgive Carter but if he had intimated with someone does that mean he already forgot me and left me ? What is happening in my life and I can't blame anyone else for this but just me. MOON GODDESS PLEASE HELP ME.  With this thought I drifted to sleep. ---------------Dream------------------------ This was pitch black, seems like I was locked in somewhere. I felt pain in my whole body something inside me was aching like a HEARTBREAK ? Why m'I feeling this sought of thing. I looked around only two blue ocean eye were visible, full of love and comfort, trust, passion, grace, respect everything in these ocean blue eyes. They were making me comfortable. The kind of comfort I'm lacking, the love and care I need is in those eyes. A promise that these eyes will always love and protect me after everything happened. I ran towards those eyes, that was a wolf. The more I moved close to those eyes the more I felt I'm far, I tried running towards those eyes, it felt like I'm not even moving an inch but I swear I was running and still feels I'm far away. I moved towards him more then I saw something and froze on my way. This wolf was PURRING looking into one direction, I looked and there were another pair of eye, Emerald Green Eyes. This was Rain, my own wolf, so this was Storm? Carter's wolf ? Or Carter ? He is my mate of course he is here. Oh god Carter. How could I do this to you... I pushed my fate away from my own self. My wolf, my mate, my fate, my powers, my love everything.  The wolves stopped purring and looked at another side, there was another wolf, Storm gone towards her, Rain whimpered and started crying, this new wolf's tail was on my side I couldn't see her eyes but Storm gone close to her hugged, her in wolf form and licked her whole body. This new wolf and Storm were now purring. Rain was crying non stop. She sensed something and looked at my side, I looked at her with pity in my eyes, but I saw her eyes colour changed her eyes were red as blood and she took a pace and came towards me running . To kill me. But why my own wolf wants to kill me? Because of MATE ? Oh goddess. I tried running and running but she had anger and blood in her eyes and was running towards me.. She was about to kill me but the dream suddenly ended. ----------Dream Ends------------- I woke up. It was 6 in the morning and tears were rolling down my face continuously I looked around I was in my room at Xav and Mia's place. I got up and tried pulling myself towards the bathroom. Once I reached, I looked myself in mirror, I realized what m'I? Why did I ended up like this? Was it really just my anger or was I trapped in ego that I might become a LUNA and can be egoistic and arrogant. I have no idea what had I done and how to even undo this all. But may be Carter might know.  I quickly took a bathe and put on a jeans and a full sleeves t shirt and left for the breakfast table. I saw Xavier and Mia and told them that I want to meet Carter for once after all this may be he knows how to handle Rain and get her back or is it okay that I be a human marry someone of my choice and he can get another mate. I just hope that Carter chose me. Well I don't know what's gonna happen today. Let's hope for the best. --------9:00am-------------  Mae left for pack house to meet Carter and found that he is in his office so she gone there to see him and knocked on door.  Mae : (Knock) Carter, it' me Mae. Can I come in. Carter ( Behind the door) : NO. Wait outside Mae, I'll be there soon. Mae : But this is urgent. Please let me be in.  Carter : M'I not clear with my words for you to wait outside.  Mae (Opening the gate without caring about Carter's word) : This is not the way to speak to ................ me. (Inside the room Carter was with some girl who was sitting on a couch with nothing but just lingerie and Carter was on his desk yelling at that lady. * Carter : Get the f**k out of here. * Which was interrupted by Mae busting inside the room. As Mae seen that there was a lady in lingerie in his room she was stuck in her way and she was shocked to see her there.) Mae : Oh so you was in something important already.  Carter : Oh shut up Mae. I told you to wait outside and I'm not gonna present any explanation for all this to you now.  And you (Pointing to that lady ) get up and leave before my wolf tear every single flesh and nerves out of you for coming inside my room and striping clother. LEAVE  Mae was somehow happy that Carter was not happy with that girl and that girl meant nothing to him. But question stands do Mae mean anything to him ?  Mae : Carter , I... Carter : That's Alpha Carter for you lady. And I don't wanna hear anything from you and get the hell out of my office and life right now.  Mae : What the hell.. This is not the way to speak to me .. I'm ...... Carter : You are nothing to me, you was once the most important person and you lost it Mae. And now, LEAVEEEE!!!! Mae flinched with this and left the pack house, crying. Remembering what had she done to make him such a person he is now.   
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