May 4 We are heading down the Keys for the wedding tonight. I am so excited that I'm about ready to burst. I can't even imagine how anxious Jonathan and Mark must feel. I am proud of myself for releasing all of my pent up jealousy over their impending nuptials. After all, just because my happily ever after didn't end at all happily, I shouldn't begrudge anyone else their chance at one. Besides, I love both guys like brothers and I want only the best for them. They need all of the support they can get from our g**g of friends/family down here because I get the feeling that most members of their real families don't approve of the union. While most of our friends have rallied around the guys, rumor has it that Frank and Rick will not be going down to Key West for the nuptials. The guys had

