Yours Sincerely

CHAPTER 45: A LOVED CHAT PART - 2

SAPPHIRE’S POV:

“You do know that I’m going to ask, again and again, right?” I smiled at his question and nodded resting my head over his shoulder.

“I know. Mom gave me some... Advice to a good marriage life... I guess?” He placed his nose on the crook of my neck and chuckled at my words. I'm not going to spill out so easily. Well, that is if he buys this explanation.

“I see, you don't understand half of what my dear mom told you.” I could hear the smile in his voice that made me feel at home.

“Kind of. Sometimes, I feel like our families love binding themselves in the secrets that tore us apart. Mom, not telling dad that she is alive. You, not telling me that Flora has been a psychopath. Dad, not telling you why he, actually wanted us to sign those papers. MY Dad, not telling me he was going to die. And last but not the least, ABEL, he isn't going to come to my wedding! I'm he promised me he'll be there for me when I was 12 but still, it really, sucks!”  I kept on babbling. On and on till I felt my eyes drop.

I know it wasn't right of me to babble things about people like that but all I wanted to do was to make myself grope better. Feel anything with my hand that could make me feel loved.

Now Adam is more than enough for me but the fear of losing is overpowering the love he makes me feel.

I finally surrendered myself to sleep when I felt Adam place me on the soft mattress and kiss my eyelids. He sat beside me for few minutes before leaving.

And I slept without any dreams....