Chapter 1
I pace on the balcony of my high-rise penthouse, looking over downtown Manhattan. My phone presses against my ear as I listen to the automated system of the resort I’m calling. I want everything to be perfect.
“If you wish to inquire about your reservation at The Standard, Huruvalhi Maldives. Please press one.”
I press one, my thumb jittering as I hold the phone to my ear.
“Thank you for choosing The Standard, Huruvalhi Maldives. How may I assist you today?”
The voice on the other end is calm and professional, almost too calm for what I’m about to do. I swallow hard, trying to suppress the storm brewing in my chest.
“I’m confirming my booking for the week after next. There’s… something I need to be added to the itinerary,” I say, my voice barely steady.
“Of course. I’m happy to assist. What would you like to arrange?”
I take a deep breath, picturing the white sands, the endless blue ocean, and the sun setting over the horizon as I kneel and ask the most important question of my life.
“I’d like to arrange a private dinner for two on the beach, under the stars. And…” I hesitate, the words feeling heavy on my tongue, “I want to propose. Do you have a spot, something secluded? A place where I can pop the question without any distractions?”
I hear the woman on the other end type into her computer. “We can accommodate that, yes. I’d recommend the eastern side of the island. It’s private and very romantic.”
“That’s perfect. And I’d like it to be a surprise. I don’t want him to know what’s coming until the moment is right.” I close my eyes for a second, picturing his face when I slip the ring on his finger.
I’m already imagining the moment, the relief. The final piece to complete my life—settling down with him, securing my place at the family table, and taking my place in the world.
“Noted. Would you like us to prepare a specific dish, or shall we choose something special?” the voice asks.
I glance at the glossy brochure sitting on the coffee table we had moved—pictures of pristine beaches, extravagant rooms, couples in love. This is the life I’ve always wanted. The life that’s supposed to begin with the man I love.
“I’ll leave that up to you,” I say, though the decision feels like it’s already made. There’s nothing I want more than for him to say yes. To give me the approval I need, to prove that I’m not just some… commodity to be bargained over by my family and the board of directors.
The conversation continues as I finalize the details, but my mind isn’t fully on it. It drifts to him—the man I thought I knew.
The man I thought I loved.
I push the unwanted thought to the back of my mind. That’s not something I need to focus on now. Once I believed everything was finally set, I decided to head down to my boyfriend’s workplace to bring him some lunch. I hadn’t seen him yet this morning, and I wanted to surprise him.
I head over to my room for a quick once-over in the mirror. Being the heiress of a chain of high-end restaurants meant that I had to carry myself at a certain level—always poised, always presentable.
I untangle the knots in my blonde hair by raking my fingers through it, watching as the waves fall back into place. The soft, polished strands have always been my signature—something people notice about me right away.
I glance down at my Chanel dress. It’s beautiful, but today, it feels a bit bland. Too corporate. I need something that says me, not just “heiress.” I open the closet door and grab one of my favorite cashmere sweaters from Loro Piana. It’s soft, and luxurious, the kind of piece that doesn’t need any flashy accessories to make a statement. The moment I slip it on, I feel more like myself.
I smooth out the fabric, run my hands over my hips, and inspect my reflection in the mirror one last time. Perfect. I grab my bag—a simple leather tote, large enough to hold everything I need, but not too flashy.
I leave the penthouse, stepping into the elevator with a sense of purpose. Today was supposed to be the beginning of something great. Something perfect.
But as the elevator descends, my thoughts drift again—back to that strange feeling I had last night. The phone call I overheard. The way he brushed me off when I tried to ask about it. I shake my head, trying to shake off the unease. I’d made a decision—no more distractions.
Today, I was going to make this work.
The city buzzes around me as I step out into the lobby and into the car waiting for me. As we drive toward the office, making sure to stop and collect lunch for him, I think about the proposal, about how perfect it will be when I finally ask him, and how much I hope he says yes.
The thought of us together, finally committed, keeps the nerves at bay.
Once I step through the turnstile door and into the lobby, my phone vibrates in my bag. I glance at the screen, already dreading the name.
Mom.
I swipe to open the message, feeling a knot tighten in my stomach as I read the words.
Are you really going through with this engagement?
Her message stings more than it should. There it is again—her doubt, her disapproval, even though she won’t come out and say it. She’s never liked him. She’s always thought he was just after the family money. She’s always tried to push me toward someone better, someone with the right pedigree, the right connections.
The message feels like a weight pressing against my chest, and for a moment, I stop in the middle of the lobby, feeling the world around me tilt slightly.
My mother’s words always seem to have a way of sneaking into my mind when I least expect it. But right now, I can’t afford to second-guess myself.
I force myself to take a steadying breath, banishing the thought of my mother’s voice from my head. I can’t let her get to me.
I quickly type back a response, my fingers moving fast as if to rid myself of the tension her words caused.
Yes, I am.
I hit send before I could change my mind.
My mother wants what is what’s best—for the business, at least. She wants me to take over the chain, and they think an engagement to a stable, successful man will give me the credibility I need. But deep down, I know my mother’s concerns go beyond that. She doesn’t trust him. And, maybe… I’m starting to wonder if she has a point.
I push the thought aside. I’m doing this.
I pocket my phone and continue on toward the elevator, trying to shake off the unease that’s crept up inside me. The doors open with a soft chime, and I step inside, forcing my posture to straighten.
But the nagging feeling remains.
As the car slowly makes its way to the 20th floor, I sit up straighter, smoothing the fabric of my dress one last time. My fingers are twitching with nerves, but I do my best to calm myself. I need to be perfect—he’ll love the lunch I brought, and everything will be fine.
When the car finally slows to a stop, I feel the familiar jolt of the brakes. The elevator ride up to the advertising department is quick, and I find myself breathing a little easier. The air in the lobby is cool and familiar, the smell of fresh coffee drifting through the space. I walk briskly, my heels clicking softly against the polished marble floor.
I reach the door to his office suite and stop. There's a moment—just a brief second—where everything goes still.
I always appreciated the fact that the office spaces here were enclosed. No two offices side by side, just a private, quiet corner for each executive to work. It was one of the reasons I’d agreed to let him work here when he’d accepted the position. I wanted to trust him, wanted to believe in our relationship.
But then, as I pull up to his office door, I see him.
I freeze.
My hand tightens on the handle of the car door, my fingers squeezing so hard the paper bag in my grip crumples. My breath catches in my throat as I see him standing there, his back to me, lost in a heated kiss. His hands are on her—on her—and I can feel the blood draining from my face.
It’s her. His assistant.
The woman who’s been “helping” him with everything, always hovering just a little too close. The one I’ve never quite trusted, but always tried to ignore. The one who, I had convinced myself, was just doing her job.
But this... this is something different. I watch, my stomach twisting into painful knots, as they kiss again, their bodies pressed too close. It’s not a casual greeting. It’s not a friendly hug or a quick peck. It’s passionate. The kind of kiss that says more—a kiss that no one should ever witness.
My chest tightens, and the air feels thick around me. I can’t even seem to breathe. I stand frozen for what feels like an eternity, unable to look away.
I’m not sure why this hurts so much. Maybe it's the shock of seeing something so intimate that I never expected. Or maybe it’s because, in that moment, I realize something I’ve been avoiding for far too long.
I wasn’t just going to propose to him in the Maldives. I was going to give him everything. My family. My name. My future.
But now, I’m not so sure I even know him.
I take a slow breath, trying to steady myself. His assistant is laughing now, her fingers running through his hair. I watch them, feeling my stomach churn with bile. He hasn’t seen me yet, and I don’t know what I should do.
I could walk up to them, and confront him. Demand to know what’s going on. But somehow, I know that would be a mistake. I can’t handle hearing whatever excuse he’ll try to feed me. I can’t handle his guilt-ridden explanations.
But at the same time... I can’t just leave, can I? I’ve come all this way.
I bite my lip, fighting the wave of nausea building inside me. Maybe it’s better if I just walk away. Turn around, head back to the elevator, and pretend this never happened. Maybe I can forget what I saw.
But I don’t leave.
Instead, I take a shaky step forward.
My heart pounds in my chest, my hand still gripping the door handle so tight I’m surprised it hasn’t broken. I feel a rush of adrenaline surge through me.
I can’t back down now. I can’t let this be the end.
I push open the door, and the sudden sound of it cutting through the silence makes them jump. They whip around in unison, caught off guard, their faces betraying a mixture of surprise and guilt. My ex-boyfriend, Nick, stumbles backward, hastily pushing the redhead away from him. She barely flinches, clearly unfazed by the interruption, but I can feel the weight of her gaze on me as if she’s sizing me up.
Nick takes a few steps toward me, his breath ragged as he tries to form some excuse. “It’s... it’s not what it looks like," he stammers, his eyes pleading, desperate for me to understand.
I don’t wait for him to finish his sentence. Without thinking, I slap him hard across the face. The sound of the impact echoes in the room, sharp and satisfying. His cheek turns a bright red, and I can see the confusion in his eyes, but it doesn’t matter.
I shake with fury, my heart pounding. “I trusted you, Nick. How could you do this to me?” The words come out in a rush, thick with emotion. I’ve never felt this betrayed in my life.
I take a step back, my mind racing. “Don’t even bother coming home. The security won’t let you in, and all your belongings will be mailed to your mother’s house.”
I say it with finality, a cold edge to my voice, and I feel free for the first time in years. The weight I didn’t even realize I’d been carrying slips away from my shoulders.
Turning on my heels, I walk out of his office, not sparing another glance at the redhead—his assistant, his lover. Let him have her. I’m done.