ChapterOne
~Amelia's Point Of View~
"Oh my god! can you believe that we are goin to be goin to a Hinder concert!" my friend Alyssa shouts in excitment.
"I know but you need to calm down," I say. She nods and take a deep breath.
We start to get ready for the concert. So don't get me wrong I am very excited for the concert and to see hinder live but the thing is, I have a bit of a crush on their front man. So that cause me to have some nerves even though I know nothin is goin to happen. Sometime later. We are finally ready we hop into my car drive to the Pepsi Center.
We finally get there and pay for parking. We head over to the V.I.P. area and now my nerves turn into pure excitement. we get in and buy stuff from the merch stand. And then we foud our seats and sit down.
The only bad thing is that we have two other bands to sit through before Hinder comes out. Hours later.
"Oh my god there are about to come out!" Alyssa squeals.
"I know i am so f*****g excited!" I squeal back.
"Awe is that because of your mega crush on Austin," she gushes.
"Shut up it is not a mega crush it is a tiny one, and no it is not because of that," I say.
Alyssa just rolls her eyes and we focus our attention back to the stage where Hinder is getting set up.
They start with "Heaven Sent". i sing along with a huge s**t eatting grin on my face.
"Awe someone is in love," Alyssa says in a sing song voice.
I roll my eyes stare at the stage as they start to play "Without You". I love this song and sing along with every word and for some reson I feel a very strong connection to this song.
"I think I am in love," I mutter to myself.
"And I know you are," Alyssa says hearing what I said.
I am about to reply when I hear the intro to "Waking Up The Devil". After hours and hours of singing along the show is coming to an end and so Alyssa and I head over to get in line to meet Hinder since we have backstage passes. Alyssa and I start talkin quietly as the line moves up and that in when i see him. He is six foot three and has the most beautiful green eyes that I have ever seen.
"I - I am Amelia," I say stuttering.
"I am Austin," He says smiling.
"Nice to meet you Austin," I say.
We sit there and talk for hours on end. I more happy in this moment than i have ever been in two years. After hours and hours of talking I have been cryin for about forty - five minutes. Austin is tryin his hardest to comfort me and calm me down. Alyssa left with the Cody.
~Austin's Point Of View~
"Amelia you are just fine I am here nothing is going to happen to you," i say hugging her.
"What the hell is wrong with her!" Mark says coming in.
"I think she is having a panic attack. I have been trying to calm her down but nothing is working," I say.
Mark runs out and gets Alyssa. Alyssa and Mark.
"Melly it is okay I am right here he can't hurt you anymore. I promise. Please just take a deep breath," Alyssa says. but that does not work.
She looks at me pulls me a side.
"Austin I have a favor to ask you," She says.
"What is it Alyssa?" I ask.
"I need you to sing to Amelia your voice and music is the only thing that can calm her down. I usally play your music on youtube music," She says.
"Okay. What song?" I ask.
"Save Me," Alyssa says.
“If you ain't got no wings
And if you ain't the king
And you can't make it rain
Hell no, You can't heal my pain
If you ain't got no chains
And if you ain't got a cage
And you can't calm the rage
You ain't changing anything
Already made the news
Slipped out of every noose
I've cut my demons loose
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
Raged on fumes
There's nothin' left to use
My middle names abuse
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
If you can't part the sea
And you can't pardon me
If you don't like what you see
You don't know how to save my soul
Cause I've been in the trenches
Fightin' off the devils wenches
I've had all the scars an stitches
To make you see, Make you see
Get the f**k away from me!
Already made the news
Slipped out of every noose
I've cut my demons loose
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
Raged on fumes
There's nothin' left to use
My middle names abuse
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
If you take a look at my life, You'll see in my eyes
A whole world full of hurt, Addiction lies
I've been through it before but somehow I survived
Now I'm flirtin' with death but never been more alive
Already made the news
Slipped out of every noose
I've cut my demons loose
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
Raged on fumes
There's nothin' left to use
My middle names abuse
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me
Get out of my face, I don't need you to save me!” I sing.
"Austin?" Amelia says.
"I am right here Melia," I say.
"Can you sing to me more please?" She asks.
"Yeah. What song do you want me to sing Melia?" I ask.
"The Life," she says. I nod.
“I'm leaving tonight
Down the same dirt road
A million times
I've driven just to get home
And I ain't ever looking back
For nothing
Headed for the coast
Looking for the high life
Everybody knows
It's nothing but a good time
And I sold everything I had
For something
I can't seem to find
So this is the life they talked about
This is the "I can't live without"
When the real world crashes down
Oh if they could see me now
When all the dreams of on your own
Turn to nightmares all alone
It hits you right between the eyes
This is the life
This is the life
These four walls feel more like a prison
Instead of paradise
I couldn't wait to live in
So I just drink myself to sleep
Again
Can't escape my mind
This ain't like the movies
It's getting hard to hide
What it's doin' to me
Don't know how long I can keep
On going
Crazy all the time
So this is the life they talked about
This is the "I can't live without"
When the real world crashes down
Oh if they could see me now
When all the dreams of on your own
Turn to nightmares all alone
It hits you right between the eyes
This is the life
This is the life
Nothing is ever what it seems
Maybe that grass ain't so green
Nothings ever out of reach
When you're seventeen
So this is the life they talked about
This is the "I can't live without"
When the real world crashes down
Oh if they could see me now
When all the dreams of on your own
Turn to nightmares all alone
It hits you right between the eyes
This is the life
This is the life
yeahh” I sing.
After hours of me singing to Amelia she finally calms down. But she is still freaked the f**k out and does not want to sleep alone at her house. and Alyssa can't stay with her tonight.
"Austin?" she asks.
"Yeah Melia?" I ask back.
"Can you stay with me tonight I don't want to be alone," she says.
"Sure Melia," I say andwe leave and head to her house.
* The next Morning *
~Amelia's Point of View~
I wake up to the sun shinin in my eyes. I try to get up but can't that is when i look down and see Austin's arms wrapped around me. I slowly fight to get out of his grasp. He groans when I finally get up and go to the bathroom.
I walk back out to see Austin awake and sittin up right in my bed with a small smile.
"What happened last night?" I ask.
"You had a panic attack and would not calm down until I sang to you," He says.
"Oh s**t! I am so sorry you had to put up with that, I guess talkin about my past brought that on. and what songs did you sing to me?" I ask.
"I sang " Save me, The Life, 2 Sides of me, and Without You" And you calmed down after that," he says.
"Thanks for bein there for me last night, but how did you and I end up at my house cuddlin?" I ask.
"You asked me to stay with you for te night since you were scared and i tried to take the couch but you told me no," he says. I nod.
Austin and I get ready for the day and then we head out to get breakfast since I have not gone shopping yet.
"You want to go shopping and get some food?" Austin asks.
"Sure if you don't mind," I say.
We drive to the store and start shopping for food. and of course I see an out fit and some other stuff and Austin makes sure it is in my size and then takes it out if my hand puts it in to the cart tellin me his is payin for all of this. It is at the point where i give up and let him have his way.
"Thanks for payin even tho I could have got the stuff myself," I say.
"No problem Melia," he says.
"You know you are the only one that can call me Melia," I say.
We get back to my house and unload everything Austin puts away the food for me so that I can go try on the new outfits I got. Yeah he spoiled me I got a lot of clothes.
This is the first dress. ( Just the dresses and other clothes in photos)
This is the second dress
The third dress
The fourth dress
The first Top and Jeans outfit
The second top and jean outfit
The third Top & Jeans outfit
The fourth top & jeans outfit
The fifth top & jeans outfit
The sixth top & jeans outfit
Jacket 1
Jacket 2
Shoe 1
Shoe 2
Shoe 3
Shoe 4
Shoe 5
Shoe 6
He also bought me some jewlery and makeup. So sfter fashion show that he made me put on we sat down and start watching a show.