Lost Now Found

Are You Kidding?

“Because they are my escorts for the day.”

“We need to talk.”

“Fine, all of you stay here and we will go to our room.”

Jordan and I walked to our room.

“What is going on?”

“Do you promise you won’t break up with me no matter how bad it is?”

“Yes.”

We sat on the bed and I told him everything. He sat there in shock and he didn’t know what to do or say.

“And now I have to make sure Ollie and his mom are safe and out of here then make sure Geo leaves, again.”

“I can't believe you.”

“I know. But we had no choice. It was either my brother's life or join the gang but I’m about to retire and we are going to be able to take care of this baby together and be happy together.”

“How can you say that after everything you’ve done?”

“I did this to stay alive. I did what you were about to do.”

“But I would have never done what you have.”

“How could you say that?”

“You are a monster.”

“No, I'm not.”

“You kill people.”

“Only people that deserve it. Rapists, killers, drug dealers that are killing people in the streets, mobsters, real monsters.”

“I can’t be with you anymore.”

I nodded my head. 

“I’ll move out by tomorrow.”

I got up and walked out. I looked at Cam.

“I’m not retiring.”

“What?”

Jordan walked down the hall.

“Well, you are the reason I was going to retire. And since you don’t want to be with me anymore, I’m not retiring.”

Cam looked at me.

“He broke up with you?”

“After I told him the truth, he decided he doesn’t want to be with me anymore.”

Kyree shook his head.

“You really just lost the best thing that could happen to you.”

“Shut up dude.”

Kyree stepped up to him.

“Boy if I were you I’d watch who you talkin to.”

“What are you going to do?”

“Kyree, let’s go.”

He didn’t move. I walked up to him and made him look at me.

“It’s okay. Let’s leave.”

“Fine.”

As we were walking out I heard someone say something under their breath.

“What was that?”

Jordan stared at me.

“You are a hoe. We haven’t even been broken up for five minutes and you are already moving on.”

Kyree moved too fast for me to try to stop him. He hit Jordan once and he was knocked out. 

“Watch your mouth.”

We walked outside and I grabbed him.

“Why?”

“He disrespected you. He needed someone to teach him a lesson and if I didn’t hit him, one of them would have shot him and you would have killed him. I thought it was the-”

I wrapped my arms around him and gave him a hug. He slowly wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to his body. He tucked his head in the crook of my neck. 

He whispered, “I can be your rebound if you want.”

“Deal.”

“I’ll take you to my place tonight. Is that okay with you?”

“Yeah.”

He kissed my neck before pulling away so it didn’t look suspicious. I bit my lip and he chuckled. I got on his bike and we went to the bar. I told the boss that I wasn’t retiring but when we were about to leave I jumped by a bunch of people and dragged behind the bar. I felt something hit my stomach a few times and the side of my head.

“Take that b***h!”

“That’s for Serina.”

They hit me a few more times before I heard a few more voices, male voices. I felt a pair of arms pick me up and carry me inside the bar.

“She’s pregnant. Is her baby okay?”

“If the baby survived, I’d be surprised.”

I fell unconscious but I could feel them carrying me around. They put me in a car and took me somewhere. After that I have no memory of what happened. I woke up and I was wearing a pair of male shorts and a baggy tee shirt. I sat up and I didn’t recognize where I was. I saw my gun on the nightstand so I grabbed it and tried to get up.

I fell to the ground and whimpered in pain. I heard running and then I saw Kyree in the doorframe.

“Are you okay?”

“What happened?”

“Let’s get you back on the bed and I’ll tell you everything, okay?”

“Okay.”

He took my gun and put it back on the nightstand. He scooped me up and gently laid me back on the bed.

“You were jumped by a group of people with a metal bat. They umm, they only hit your stomach.”

My eyes got wide.

“Is my-”

He shook his head then pulled me closer to him and tucked my face into his chest.

“Let it out.”

I started sobbing my eyes out. My baby was gone. Jordan was gone. I lost everything. He started rubbing my head and back for me while I cried.

“I’m sorry Sophia.”

“You didn’t do anything. If anything I’m sorry for dragging you into my mess.”

“Nah, don’t be sorry. You’ll get through it and I’ll be by your side the whole time, okay?”

I pulled back and cleaned up my face. I expected to wipe makeup off of my hands but nothing came off.

“I already took your makeup off of you. I know how bad of an idea it is to sleep with a full face of makeup on-”

I pulled him into a kiss. It was hungry and passionate, his lips were so soft and curious. I leaned back and he got on top of me. 

“Sophia, I don’t think that we should right now. You’re hurting and I don’t just want to be a distraction.”

I nodded my head.

“That’s fine. But can we still kiss?”

He chuckled.

“Yeah.”

I pulled him back into the kiss. 

“Do you want me to stay like this or be aggressive or what?”

“Be aggressive.”

He grabbed my throat and kept kissing me. I let out a slight moan and I felt him get hard.

“Are you sure you don’t wanna do it? Your friend down there seems to want to.”

“I’m debating it now.”

I pushed him off of me and got on top. It hurt but I ignored the pain. I kept kissing him and his hands went straight to my butt. He started grabbing it and slapping it. I started kissing his neck then I pulled up his shirt. I took it off of him and saw his body. He had a full six pack and a v line on both of his hips.

I bit my lip and he chuckled.

“You like what you see?”

“Very much.”

I went back to kissing him then started going down further and further, leaving a trail of kisses down his whole body.

“Do you still not want to do it?”

“Nah, I’m down.”

I chuckled then pulled his shorts and boxers off. He was huge, like, huge. I started giving him head and he started moaning.

“God you’re good at this mamas.”

I kept going until he pulled me back up. He took his shirt off of me then started kissing my neck. He took my bra off and started kissing my boobs and sucking them. He started kissing me as he took the shorts off then kissed my thighs, inner thighs, and my stomach. He took my panties off then put a condom on.

“Are you sure about this Sophia?”

“Yes.”

“Tell me if it hurts. As soon as it does I will pull out and we will stop, okay? I don’t want to hurt you.”

“Well that’s going to be hard because you’re huge.”

He chuckled.

“That’s the difference between me and Jordan.”

I laughed then nodded my head.

“Yes, I’m sure.”

He slowly put it in but he couldn’t fit so he went down and started eating me out. He knew exactly what he was doing and God did it feel amazing. He tried to put it in again and this time he got it in. He started slowly and gradually got faster which felt so good. He grabbed my waist so he made sure that he was going all the way in. 

I started moaning louder and scratching his back up then I felt myself reaching c****x. I pushed him out so he looked confused but I got into arch.

“God damn.”

“What?”

“Your arch game, damn.”

He put himself inside and started going fast and slowly going harder. I started getting really loud and he could tell that I was about to c*m.

“Do you like daddies d**k?”

“Yes daddy.”

“You about to c*m?”

“Yes daddy.”

“Be a good girl and cum.”

That made me want to c*m even more. He started moaning and since he has a deep voice, it was really hot. I came and he started slipping because of how wet I got. 

“Damn, I’m about to bust.”

He pulled out so I pulled his condom off and started sucking. I kept going for a little while before he pushed my head all the way down then came down my throat. He moved back and grabbed his boxers. 

“That was, wow.”

I chuckled.

“I know. Let’s keep this on the down low, okay?”

“What, why?”

“Kyree, I just got dumped, had a misscarriage, you work with my brother, and on top of all of that we barely know each other.”

“True. Speaking of Jordan, where are you going to live?”

“I have no clue. I don’t want to live with one of my brothers because they are going to try to control my every move, I don’t want to move in with my best friend because she will kill me, and I can't buy or rent a place right now. So I have no clue but I have until the end of tomorrow to figure it out.”

“Why not here? I could use a roommate.”

I looked at him.

“What?”

“Think about it. We could be roommates and no one would be suspicious on why they saw you sneaking out of my house at weird hours of the night. We split the rent and get to know each other.”

“Okay, but you are giving me a ride to and from school.”

“Deal. As long as you give me a kiss each time.”

I laughed at him.

“Deal.”

I got dressed in his shirt and my panties then went to get up.

“Damnit.”

He moved really fast to my side.

“What?”

“I can already tell that if I try to move it’s going to hurt.”

“Because of me or the baby?”

“Both. Can you help me?”

“Sure. Where are you trying to go?”

“Bathroom.”

He walked around and picked me up.

“That’s not what I had in mind but okay.”

He started laughing.

“I know. I figured this would be easier for you.”

He got into the bathroom and set me down. 

“Just call my name when you need me.”

“Thank you.”

“No problem.”

I took a few steps and sat down. I did what I had to do then stood in the mirror for a minute. I fixed my hair so I looked better then I whipped the excess makeup off of my face. I opened the door and took slow steps to the bedroom. I used the walls to guide me in case I were to fall. I got to the room and sat on the edge of the bed. Kyree walked down the hall and stood in the doorframe. He crossed his arms and shook his head.

“What?”

“You are definitely independent.”

“I know.”

“You are a fall risk right now. No walking for you.”

“Hush.”

“What’d you say?”

I looked at him and bit my lip.

“I really can't say anything without turning you on, can I?”

“Not really. Aggressive s**t turns me on. Like, grab me by my throat and ask, ‘who the f**k you talkin to’ or just snatch me up and put me in my place. That’s a turn on but never, ever try to control me.”

“Noted. I’m into girls that are the type that don’t need you but like to have you around if that makes sense.”

“Independent women that like attention?”

“Exactly.”

“Well, that’s definitely me.”

“And you’re crazy hot.”

“I know you are.”

He bit his lip.

“I grabbed you some pain pills and a water.”

“Thank you.”

I took the pain killers while he got in bed. I pulled out my phone and saw how much Jordan and the rest of them blew up my phone. I called Jordan back.

“Sophia? Where are you?”

“We’re broken up, remember?”

“I don’t care about that right now. Where are you?”

“Why does it matter?”

“Are you with a guy?”

“Jordan, what do you want?”

“I want you back home. I want you lying in our bed in my arms while we sleep.”

“Well that’s not happening. You called me a monster and a hoe-”

Kyree grabbed the phone from my hand.

“She’s with a real man now that wont make her feel bad about herself. We will be there to pick up her things. Now stop blowing up my girl's phone.”

He hung up and turned the ringer off.

“Why’d you do that?”

“He wouldn’t leave you alone. He disrespected you and if I didn’t do that then you probably would have forgiven him and gotten back with him knowing that he doesn’t understand our lifestyle.” He took a breath and grabbed my hand. “I respect you as a person and as a woman. I respect you for wanting to finish school and wanting a life. Sophia, you are an amazing woman and you deserve someone that understands that and won't control you.”

He took my face in his hand and smiled.

“I will always be by your side. I understand this life and I understand you. I cared about you even before I knew you as a person and I don’t care about how beautiful you are. I liked you with the makeup and the perfect looks. But you look more beautiful to me wearing my shirt, no makeup, and messy hair.”

He pulled me into his lap and held me.

“Thank you.”

“I’ve got you Sophia. I never want to make you feel how he makes you feel right now.”

He started rubbing my back and my head for me while I drifted asleep. I woke up to some guys in the room shushing each other so I reached over and grabbed my gun and pointed it at them.

“Who the hell are you?”

Kyree sat up and looked at the guys.

“Man I should let her kill you dumbasses. You know not to come into my room.”

I looked at him.

“You can put the gun down. It’s my boys.”

I put the safety on and put it on the nightstand. 

“What are y'all doing here?”

“What’s she doing here?”

He looked at me.

“I don’t know what to call you. Are you my girl, friend, or-”

“I’m Sophia and yall are leaving.”

Kyree started laughing.

“Come on bro. It’s saturday!”

“It’s also six in the morning. We are going back to sleep.”

Kyree lied down then I did. He pulled me closer and started rubbing my lower back until we started drifting asleep again. We woke up a few hours later to them being idiots.

“Ugh, if they don’t shut up imma give them a reason to be screaming.”

“Don’t, I need them alive. They’re annoying but they are funny.”

He got up and handed me my clothes. I got dressed then we walked to his kitchen. I sat down as he made coffee then he sat across from me.

“So, how do you like your coffee?”

“No creamer and a little bit of sugar.”

“Okay.”

He made each of us a cup then handed me mine.

“Thank you.”

“No problem.”

We sat there for a few minutes in silence before they came into the kitchen.

“Are you going to introduce us?”

He looked at them and said, “Sure, when we have had some coffee.”

I chuckled.

“Well, I’m Mickey and this is Corbin.”

Mickey was six foot, Mexican and wasn’t that attractive. Corbin was five foot ten, white, and also wasn’t super attractive.

“I’m Sophia, his new roommate.”

He looked at me.

“You’re saying yes?”

“Well we are going to have to change the locks, but yes.”

He started laughing.

“Bet.”

“We also have to go to my old apartment today to get my things.”

“Alright. While we're there, do you need to stop anywhere else?”

“Nope, do you?”

“I need to stop at the store and get more food and stuff.”

“So we need to go grocery shopping?”

“Hey, don’t hate. I’m a single man living in a house by himself.”

“Not hating. I’m just going to change some things.”

“Like?”

“Your life for starters.”

“Done that already. Last night was, wow.”

“Yeah, no kidding.”

We started laughing and his friends stared at us.

“Is that what yall were doing last night?”

“Maybe.”

“Eww.”

We kept laughing and finished our coffee.

“Can you two come with? My ex might be there with a few of his friends and I don’t wanna face them alone.”

Kyree grabbed my hand and squeezed it a little bit.

“You aren’t alone. I’ll call your brother and a few of the other guys. These two can't fight to save their lives.”

“Hey! Rude.”

We laughed at them then got up. We walked outside to his car. It was a silver 2020 Ford Mustang.

“Damn.”

He started laughing.

“It’s my baby. I love this car.”

“I bet.”

We got in and started going to the apartment. As soon as we got there Cam and a few of the other guys were already there.

“Why are y'all pulling up together?”

“I stayed the night at his.”

“Why?”

“Relax Cam. Nothing happened. He slept on the couch and I slept in his bed.”

He looked at the two of us.

“Okay.”

We walked upstairs and I opened the door. I walked to the bedroom and saw Jordan lying there with a girl.

“You have to be kidding me.”

As soon as Jordan noticed that I was there he sat up real quick.

“Really Jordan? What happened to ‘I want you back’ and ‘I don’t care I just want you in OUR bed in MY arms’? Doesn’t look like you took a lot of time to replace me!”

“What about you and the dude last night?!”

“It was a joke! He was tired of me being upset so he took the phone and said that!”

He got quiet. The girl was on the edge of the bed.

“You.”

“I didn’t know. If I knew I wouldn’t have made a move on him. I’m so sorry.”

“I don’t blame you. He doesn’t know how to keep it in his pants. Take your time leaving because I’m here to get my things and never talk to him again.”

“What about our baby?”

“I got jumped yesterday and lost it.”

“What?”

He got up and tried to touch me.

“Don’t.”

“We lost the baby?”

“Yeah. I lost the baby and you on the same day.”

“I’m so sorry.”

“Whatever Jordan. Just get away from me.”

I took my ring off and put it on the dresser. I went to the bathroom and started putting all of my stuff in a bag. Kyree walked in.

“Need some help?”

“Sure.”

I got an intense stabbing pain in my stomach that made me grab the sink.