chapter-4 ( was i oblivious ? )
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Veronica's pov :
As we entered the classroom , me with James joined hands together and the trailing behind is Becca.
All the students are chatting loudly and some are at their seats silently , watching others because they are nerds like me as those spoiled brats refers...... That they don't want any friendship with us ...
But seriously !
whom am I kidding?
Reality is that ...We don't want anything with those fake bimbos and spoiled brats.
Thank goodness ! Mr. Smith is not yet in the classroom or one more detention for being late.
I seriously don't know what's the problem of Mr. Smith with me, Whenever he sees me .. Always either glaring or irritated on me .
Never mind !
But , i know you are guessing something and you are absolutely correct !
Mr. Smith is the father of James smith aka my boyfriend.
Talking about him and I glanced at him to see what he is doing ......
Oh god !
Not again please ... I m tired of this two .. James and Becca are arguing again.
I banged my head on a bench due to frustration.
" enough is enough guys ... Stop fighting or i will kill u both ..." I started yelling at them.
" whom you want to kill , miss singh ? " Mr. Smith asked from behind.
Arrrrghhh ! I am so damn lucky.. Don't you think???
" No one Mr.smith" I said sweetly. With the hope that he will buy what i am trying to sell .....
" then , why are you yelling in my class ?" Mr. Smith asked while glaring .
No wonder with glaring though !
" I was just discussing about today's homework " i lied to him.
" ms. Singh , meet me in my cabin after class." He said.
" ok sir" I answered sadly.
How I want to kill those two,I glared at James and Becca. And they both looked at me apologetically.
Mr. Smith teaching us about how to make concrete , what to mix and blah... Blah... Blah. He is the most boring professor, i have ever seen .
Today, I m planning to tell James about my feelings. I m so damn nervous about that.
I am sitting behind James and Becca is sitting beside me .
I made a chit for James to tell him to meet me after class at our special spot behind the staircase.
I threw a chit on his lap from behind and then smiled at Becca.... who is already looking at me and she just rolled her eyes at me.
C'mon girly ! Be happy for me just once... But , truly she is like a sister to me and she cares for me too much.... it's just we never get along on James topic .otherwise , we are like a two body and one sou.
Little exaggerated....
James just thumbed up for the answer of a chit thing.
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After meeting James ,
I am running away from the building of university with tears in my eyes....
" Hey veronica ! What happened ? Why arer you crying ?" Some girl asked me who is in the path of mine but i just ignored her and kept running where my legs are taking me.
I just want to get away from all this chaos.
I was keep running until I reached parking lot , i am panting heavily and just collapsed on the floor as i am feeling like everything around me is mocking me.
Tears are constantly rolling down my eyes...
" why god just whyyy ?"
" why me ?"
" I never did anything bad to anyone then why this all happened to me ? " i was yelling as hysterically crying .
" i ...just..hate ... just.. hate.. him... I .. hate.. him " i tried to say those words in between sobs.
I got up from the floor after a while as sobs died down a little and kicked sand in the air angrily...
" ahhhhh !!!! God i hate each and every boy on this earth ... I m never going to put my self into this shitty love thing .. Never ever" I screamed on top of my lungs.
Thank god ! there is no one in the parking lot but honestly I don't give a damn about them. what will they think of me because they all are nothing but morons on this earth.
Brainless morons..
After an hour of crying.. I am feeling beyond exhausted.
I just want to go home .. To my mom .. To my bed... To my soft pillow.. I miss them all terribly.
Oh god ! I just forgot to tell Becca that i am not going to attend the lecture. I didn't tell her anything. She must be worried about me.
i also need keys of her car to go home so firstly i need to find her and collect the car keys , i will tell her later everything.
I entered the building and was passing by a locker room.
I was going to my classroom just when I remember that i need some notebooks from my locker so i turned to the locker room for that.
Wow ! atleast my mind is still functioning after all this things...
I entered locker room and was walking towards my locker as glancing at the lockers and keep wandering into thoughts.
When i saw locker of Him... I don't even want to say his name .. That bastard ..
Tears welled up in my eyes, I just brushed them off and just then,saw a girl entering into the locker room ,Her back is at me, But when she turned around, I saw her face.
what ?
it's Becca ! With a boy but I can't see his face because his back at me.
I have a feeling like i know him but I can't put a finger on it that where ?
And they are whispering something but I can't get that due to distance.
what are they talking about ?
they are talking about some video and deal or something like that. I just heard some bits of their talk.
I was about to go there and then i saw face of that mysterious guy.
No way in HELL !
Oh my god !
He is ......
What is he doing here ? And what are they doing here at lecture 's time ?
But he ? With Becca ? why ?
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life is more than what we think and realise.......
- vidyaaaaaaa
- Writer
