Liv Something within the air seem so nice for once. But a small pit of my belly tells me to not trust it. And I guess I have my past to thank for that. No matter what day it is. What event I look forward to and more. Something will always feel wrong. Because I can’t have it go well. Things don’t last as long as we think. Something wrong is bound to happen. Good don’t last, happiness isn’t forever. Getting dress for the party. We had a nice room made in the rec for Mery and I. Mery couldn’t contain herself. She had to keep going out and checking up on everyone. I remind her to just relax and have a good day. Let go and let everyone do their thing. After that Mery finally sat down and got ready. While I dress. I sent Travis a picture or two to taunt him for not being here. It worked so

