Liv After my ultimate failure that I accepted years ago it had me back to my childhood. Feeling so helpless. Wanting to do anything to please my parents. I just wanted them to love me. And I didn’t know why they couldn’t do that. I love them. And they reflected love was showing pain. And I shred the blood and tears for them. Waiting for something that soon became impossible. I was just a child. Their child. All I wanted and need was their love. Why couldn’t they do that? Why couldn’t I get that most simplest affection? I’ve done anything for them. I became a slave and they didn’t care. Not one once. I was just trap in lonely, dark pit. *Flashback* Mother’s grip was tighten on me hard. It hurts. And every plead I yelp. Every apology I gave. She ignore me. Dragging me away. My toes hit ea

