As The Wind Blows

"Okay, take a pose sideways." He commanded me and I did it perfectly I saw him smile as the photographer took a picture of me, I look at my friend Reila who smiled meaningfully at me and I responded by rolling my eyes "Keep it going Glace, you're doing great." he motivated me and suddenly my heart pounded like crazy against my chest I bit my lower lip and made a pose that could make any men drool in fantasy, I kneel with my legs slightly apart I arch my back holding my hair together with my both hands, opening my mouth slightly and extending my neck upwards, and I heard a whistle of the men inside the studio, I heard some gasp, laugh, and cheer me on, I smile inside my head because I know that I'm doing a great position, but what ring in my ear is his loud intentional cough, I feel like there's a party inside my stomach. "Okay that's enough. Let's take a break." he said and I stood up to look at him but he was already walking away, disappointed I went to my table "Every men here is going to the cr to take release." Reila said laughing as she seat beside me I rolled my eyes "I can see how Mike had a b***r with what you did, you crazy." She added but when she noticed my disinterest she changed the topic and give me a knowing smile "You didn't see his reaction don't you?" she asked and I nodded trying to fix my hair "If you see how his eyes widened and about to protest , and how his face changed with the boys reactions around? You will surely die." I stopped fixing my hair and look at her "You serious?" I ask now she's getting my interest she smiled maliciously at me "He's surely into you." I pouted with what she says because I know he's not "Glace, wear your robe, we're not taking photos yet, cover your skin." I feel goosebumps all of a sudden when I heard his voice behind, his hand is extended beside me handing me my robe "Y-Yeah...Thanks Rhad." I said and look at him to give him a smile he just nodded "I will cut the photoshoot short, you can rest for now, all your photos are good so we can continue tomorrow." I smile and nodded "WIll you come home with me?" I asked and his brows furrowed "I have to take good care of your schedules and shoots, I'm kinda busy." My lips protruded with disappointment, I am close with Rhad but after he came back from Amsterdam three months ago I can see his change, he isn't showing his feminine side too much I can feel him a little distant from me, I don't know what happened back in Amsterdam but I was sure it has to do with his change now. We were so close but now I feel a little awkward with him because he is so distant and those three months kept me wondering why, and I don't know how to approach him properly, I was so afraid if I do so, our distance now would increase. "I miss my toshie." I said referring to him, toshie is what I called him since we became bestfriends, he don't like it at first but eventually let me call him that. He look away and cleared his throat "Maybe next time." he said and walked away, each day that he's treating me this way breaks my heart, did he know that I like him? did I do something wrong for him to act this way? these past three months is really suffocating for me, with him acting this way! "I don't know anymore. What did I do Rei?" I asked frustratedly as we enter my condo, I asked her to stay over cause I wanna get drunk, I want to go to bar but before that we need to change, I throw myself on the couch it's still 3pm so we decided to take a rest before going to the bar, so we won't look haggard. "What if she knew? Did you write something on your notes about you liking him? or did you ever get drunk and confess to him or something?" she asked sitting not far from me "No, I didn't. I don't remember doing such. And his room, he's locking his room since he came back, he leaves early and go home late, he's avoiding me inside the house. I don't know what I did for him to hate me or avoid me this much. His body changed as well, I can see him toning up his body, I'm scared that what if he's someone? woman or a man I don't caare, but I'm afraid cause what if he did and that's why he's acting this way?" I asked worriedly and just the thought of it drives me crazy. "Don't think about it that way, let's just think what if, he suddenly become straight and just afraid to tell you that? What if he's toning those sexy body of his for you to notice that he became a man?" My brows furrowed "don't get my hopes up, with the way he treated me now, that's impossible." I said as I went to my room she followed me and out of exhaustion the moment our back feel the soft bed we immediately fell asleep. We woke up at around 6pm and we immediately take a bath in turns and prepared our self, I am wearing spaghetti strap deep v neck black dress showing my cleavage, I partnered it with a black stiletto, I blowdried my wavy brown hair that falls until my waist, I just apply a light night make-up and apply a victoria's secret vanilla spray, while Reila is wearing a red dress matching red heels and she tied up her hair applying a light make up as well. We arrived in the club at around 8pm where it's getting wilder and wilder as it gets nearer to the peak hours, as we entered the club we were greeted by the loud banging music, the smell or different smoke brands and liqours, people are so loud laughing, talking, and dancing their heart out, everyone is on loose and I suddenly feel the urge to, I got excited for a moment as we sit on the VIP couch we reserved and order margarita, for warm up of course. We're just getting started. At around 9: 30 we ordered tequila, it's just me and Reila and by 11PM we already lose it, my head is spinning like crazy but the night has just started, we are laughing together as we head to the dance floor to dance and let ourself out, but it's just a matter of second that Reila were out of my sight, she's probably having fun already. I also danced and sway my hips seducingly when I feel a mands presence behind me, I smiled and danced with him, he's holding my waist as if to guide me and I let him take the lead "You caught my attention the moment I laid my eyes on you." I smiled because I know my beauty so well "I'm glad it caught you." I said as I feel him closing our bodies together, I can feel his breath on my neck and I arch my head to give him access I heard him chuckle "Oh, God. You're driving me crazy." He whispered as he planted a kiss on my neck we were dancing there maliciously. But just when we're about to lose ourself Reila went to disrupt us, I groaned and look at Reila confusely but she look so worried the man I'm dancing with look so annoyed as well "I'm sorry but the fun is over." she said and drag me out of the dancefloor and went straight to the exit "What's wrong? I'm still having fun there!" I said as she grab a cab and force me to enter inside "I'm sorry but I still love my life. You go home now. I'll grab another cab, see you tomorrow." she said as she signaled the driver to go, my spinning world suddenly became normal with what happened. When I reach my condo I heaved a sigh, knowing Rhad might not be home yet, at least I drink, I could sleep immediately wihtout waiting for him right? I went inside and locked the door just when I opened the light I saw Rhad sitting on the couch wearing a white sleeveless shirt and a black pajama, his hair is a mess, his broad muscle is showing which makes me gulped and he's holding a glass with a jack daniels in it, when I look at the bottled he almost half it, his staring blankly on the table like his thoughts is drifting away. "Where have you been?" he asked and looked at me, I immediately stand straight and give him a small smile "I went to have fun with Reila, just a little drink." I said, and walked towards my room but before I could even hold the knob he called me "Glace..." I stopped but didn't look at him right away, I was still gathering my strength before finally looking at him who is already looking at me "Hmm?" "I'm sorry." I got confused all of a sudden with what he says "About what?" I asked he heave a sigh and look away he took a si of his whiskey before looking back at me "For everything." Right now, all I can see is the masculine Rhad, not the feminine Rhad that I know, he is really different now, I just smiled sadly at him, I missed him, everyday. "I missed you, Rhad." I said before entering the room without giving him a chance to respond, I took a half bath, and went to bed but even with the influence of alcohol the thoughts of our conversation earlier keeps bothering me, why is he sorry for everything? Did he regret meeting me or something? Did he do something I didn't know? I was so fuckep up now Rhad, what do you mean? Make things clear to me!