lost soul

hmmmm... no it is not what u thinking this is not a story with a happy ending niether is a love story (4years ago) ,am rapheal and this is my life Rapheal Rapheal Rapheal!!! Ramon called out my name when he notice i wasn't paying attention to him and yes that my best friend bolaji Ramon a 6,feet2 dark guy top student also meanwhlie me?? a 5feet 2 ape look dumbass and i mean it in the nicest way possible i mean i alone drop the class average from 82 to 61 in the last test. are u listen to me i said i have a problem and i need your advice LATIfat ,oyin and haliya all said they like me which girl do u think i should go out with,i wish i had that type of problem i said in my head, u should go out with oyin i told he since she told u first and then he said i thank God i have a pro like u to guild me i smiled and then he asked what about your girlfriend mary i said to my self u mean imaginary girlfriend, she is fine that good let go and buy something am hungry because i don't have money on me i had to follow him so he can buy something for me too but on our way out i bumped into this girl a new student she just transfer to our school that day and the moment i saw her my heart begin to ache me like it want to explode although i couldn't talk to her i later got to learn her name was samiet till this day i wish i had never her . samiet ballo the most bueatiful person i have ever meet and my FIRST love (2 years ago) hey asshole davied call me mr joshua is calling u david is my close friend and mr joshua his my favorite teacher at the time knock knock i hit the door of his office come in he said Rapheal thank u for coming the propose of me calling u today is to let u know Rapheal that there is an exam coming up this September and i want all our top student to participate in this exam are u interested i said in my head what makes u think i am part of the top student , of course i would be more than happy to participate at that very moment was when it all went south in my life oh and also y have u not bought a machine yet it would soon expire(p.s the machine is a side business we do at the time that earns us money ) i don't have money to buy a new one yet then lend it from your mom and when u made your profit u can give back her money (p.s the worse mistake i ever made the site crash with my moms 500k and left me in debt a 16 year old kid already in debt big enough to retire a 40 year old man ) well mr josha can u tell my dad that i would like to move to the city with to learn more u know meet other brilliant people (third mistake i made in 1 day that ruin my life ) 1 month after the exam the result was out i got an f in all subject i wasn't surprise by through mean i knew what i wrote already (nothing) well i guess we lieing again yea that what i do i lie and am good at it i lie about literally every thing in my life,said i got straight A's and every body belive me (1year 6month ) later i was picked for another exam that determine my admission into a university yeah am in my final years of high school and well does days were the bast time of my miserable life and well has u guessed i failed again but lie and claim to be the highest foolish of me but my admission was denied and had to retake it and the same result and how we here now (the present ) with me holding a knife to my stomach scarred but also hopeless my dad was going to dis own me if he had learn that my admission was denied twice my hand shanking tears rolling down my face before stabbing my self and at the very moment it felt like the world and time stoped but in reality time till keep on moving but i was happy through becasue my life made hell sound like a vaction i mean with all the lie i have told caught up to me with no where i could hide from the shame and disgrace i knew that was the best decision i have make in the last 4 years of my life and has the life drained from my body my eye begin to close and that the very last moment i said : i wish i could live has another person i could have lived better . what ?? where am i ? i said confused there come the man in black suit and a tranch coat he looked like he is in his mid 30s in troduce him self has crowley he said he was a demon .a demon i ask yes he anwered.wait does that mean am in hell he smirks and told me where do think u were heading to before i look around in the dark bit couldn't find a single thing .but it quiet he smirks and said u are not yet in hell i called u into my void to ask u question me in confusion what he said do u really mean what u said when u said if u were allowed to live has another person u would have done better me with complete seriousness yes i would, hmmm... Crowley smirks again tell me how about a bet then a bet i asked then he said i would grant u the ability to shapeshift into who ever u want and have their skill set but there is catch 1.u can't keep a form for more than 24 hours 2.u would remember all the person u have transform into worse memory 3. u would spend atleast 8hours each day sleeping and reliving one of the person u have transform into worse memory the dream are to be picked at random 4. they have to be alive . i bet it that even with u been able to change into someone else and do what they can do u would till take your own life before u make it to 45 years old that 27years from now he said with any hesitation in my voice i said deal with out caring what happens if i lose are what happened if i win but at that point i could care about it i mean alraedy made it to hell what can be worse than that .and he granted my wish and sent me back to my life with my new ability i was happy to know i could live has another person and i am in control of who i can become i smiled and went inside to wait for my dad's arrival