The day finally ended and my feet hurt. I would be lying if I said it wasn’t magical despite the marriage being forced. I was petrified of being queen. I didn’t even know what it entailed and I didn’t think I would fit the part but Kadmus said all I would do was smile and look pretty so I took my mind off of it.
However what petrified me even more was what the night had coming. I sat on the edge of the bed wringing my hands.
I know I had a duty to perform and that I belonged to him. He could do whatever he wished and I had no say in it . But I wasn’t ready. I didn’t want to have s*x. I didn’t love him and I didn’t want my first time to be with someone I didn’t love but I made a vow and I had to keep it. He was now my husband.
I didn’t even know what to do.
What if I couldn’t satisfy
