cutting tea

CUTTING TEA The raindrops are falling rapidly. Underneath the aroma of sweet corn, a gas fire is burning quickly. "It's like i am waiting for her along with this aroma. It's like i ain't forgot your love trauma. The situation in which we got separated. She was powerless but sympathetic, and i was also pathetic. I have a long list of talks, which I never shared with you. Maybe that's why, my heart is still waiting for you. I remember, in all the season of love, which was probably rain, we used to spend our time here. With hot cups of cutting tea, we got lost in talks, here and there. My eyes still remember her smile. Maybe she is scared about forgetting her shadow in a while. But now, i use to be here in every season of love, without you. The clouds, which is filled with your feelings, always showered on me. It's like your feelings are flowered on me. I still use to purchase chocolates for you. I don't want to give it anyone, that's why, i started to keep it. This bunch of chocolates spreads the feelings of your love dew. It always makes me smile that you had a habit of collecting those wrappers with you. Those cutting tea always remains one of the best habit of mine. But, for your comeback, why can't I still get any sign? What happened of those promises that, where are we gonna live, we will always live in our mind, make believe. I still can't get it, why life keeps so many lines of your feelings? Is there any solutions are hidden of healing? Until when, i spend all the evenings without you? Until when i stare this joyful rain without you? Until when I go to my home with this sadness? Until when I bare this feelings of madness? Maybe your situation are not going well, i agreed. But, until when this cup of cutting tea turns cold without you?" Today, he again speaks the same as daily, wiped his tear and left us, whose love(she) was left this world for a time ago. -ABUL FAIZ